• Welcome to Brian James Rational Poet’s poetry blog

    Welcome to my poetry blog. I love reading Plath and Sexton and Dickenson and Maya. But to me, the best poets I have read are the unknows. The giants are great for sure, but the friends and locals and groups are a joy to participate in. I encourage everyone who writes poetry to be themselves. It is ok to have influences, but you should always in the end be yourself. There is only one them, and only one you.

    Let words be your canvas, show them the raw you, in all your happiness and sadness. Show them your love of nature, and empathy and kindness, but also make them think, provoke, even blaspheme. The poet’s job to me, is to never be shy or timid, but use every word in your vocabulary to paint the best pictures you can. Paint your sunrises, your sunsets, your romance, your fears. Paint your insecurities, your addictions, your successes, your tears.

    This blog is dedicated to my late mother Jane. She was my biggest supporter and never let me fall through the cracks. While she was a bit of an authoritarian growing up, that all melted away in her late years, and we grew as close as any parent child could. We had so much fun with our silly car games and rubber duckies, and counting the trees. And our wordplay games, and our thumb wrestling. And forget Yahtzee and backgammon, she always kicked my…… at that. I love you mom. I miss you horribly.

    And also my late best friend ever, Bob. He unfortunately passed away in 2017. He lived in Australia, he was a science geek, and he taught me a lot about debate, and some science. I can only grasp overall concepts, not real nitty gritty details. But he most importantly made me feel comfortable in my own skin. I miss you too Bob.

    Then there is this annoying guy from Okleeee homa, who says “tators”, and “videeeaaaa” instead of “video”. And don’t get John started on banjos. He is my best friend and he is always there for me, and I love that redneck.

    And also Dwayne, Stacey and Vicki. You saved my life all of you. Thank you.

    All poetry posted by me on this website is attached to RationalPoet@brianrrs37, handle “RationalPoet” on Twitter ,as well as “Brian James Rational Poet” on Facebook/ META. And is subject to copywrite on all my pages.

    A Special thanks to Brian Sapient of Rational Responders http://www.rationalresponders.com for hosting my poetry thread for so long. Thank you.

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    This poetry blog may contain some material that may be considered sensitive to some viewers. Reader discretion advised.

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    A special thanks to Zaylen of “Okay Atheists” on the Discord app, for allowing me to guest host this poetry reading available on their YouTube channel originally aired 5/22/23. Here is the link
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_ikCkc7lWE

    If you want to leave a comment to any poem, click on the BOLD title of the poem first, scroll to the bottom of the poem, and you should see a field to leave the comment in.

    UPDATE EDIT AS OF 11/13/2024. I have a new account at Bluesky Soical under the handle @rationalpoet37.bsky.social .

     

     

  • Shout out post.

    This is not a poem. This is a highly recommended must read poem suggestion. If you have not, do yourself a favor and for the love of poetry, read and or listen to Sylvia Plath’s “Mirror.”

  • Anne Dates Hitchens

    Anne Dates Hitchens, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    Lexicons for both, as large as the universe
    So eloquent, as to make Shakespeare blush
    Menthol or full flavor, rocks with something wet
    Numbing whatever respective nerves either has left

    Ubiquitous ashtrays accompany their typewriters
    Like the parasite fish feeding off the belly of the shark
    To provoke, incite thought, agitate complacency
    Create wildfires when need be, feared by authoritarians

    Theologians, conservatives. Who have respectively
    Become Plato’s Ultra Man, Wonder Woman, standing taller than
    Mt Fuji, ready to do battle with absurdity, and purity
    Ready to get dirty,

    I could see them, meeting a juke joint, in some New York speak easy
    Sharing a full bottle of whatever, towering over their glasses
    Exchanging stories of the scars of their lives, their livers and lungs
    Could tell such horrid stories of meeting close ends, several times over

    And she would size Christopher up, eye him like a slab of beef
    The zookeeper would feed to her, the lioness, Hitchens should be
    Easy work for her. I should know, I have her complete book of poems
    And it is as big as Hitchens “Portable Atheist”.

    And he, he wouldn’t be so easily intimidated, he’d be a quick wit, maybe
    A dirty limerick, as to which Hitchens would ask her to read her
    “Furry Of The Cocks” as some sort of way to break the ice, but they have
    Plenty of that, I’ know he did, I’ve seen him glossy like a Krispy Kreme.

    And by her own admission, she wasn’t shy with the rot gut, from beer to
    Whatever went well with sleep aids. Somehow, through all that self Destruction, haze, self medication, they towered over the most important
    Endeavor . The core of what life is, the rawness of being, the sickness

    Of being. And they wore those death masks daily, almost daredevils, knowing
    One day they’d jump the Grand Canyon one too many times. And eventually
    They both did. To say Hitchens wasn’t a suicide is folly. It was, most certainly
    The smoking and booze was an Olympic Marathon to him, a relay race,

    Where dusk handed dawn his next drink, and midday handed afternoon
    His next. And Anne, I highly suspect, Plath was not a good influence on her
    That’s the girl in the Highschool bathroom, asking you if you want to skip School and get fake I.D.s and get drunk, and race horses full speed to the

    Edge of a cliff, with a sudden full stop as to cause you to flip over Arial’s head
    And if lucky, that bridle is still there, with you dangling off of it, 500 feet
    From death, laughing at what you almost did, as if it were a Playgirl model
    With that chicken giblets and gizzard you both chuckled about, but she let go

    And you didn’t and you envied her, and Hitchens, he sat and watched Knowing you’d follow, and he’d lose his barmaid, drinking buddy, intellectual Equal. He’d clank his glass to you, ask you to read the Jesus Papers then have A debate, disemboweling an unsuspecting preacher, reminding him that the

    Penalty for rape is a fine, and forced marriage to the victim.
    Anne would take her turn and read “Her Kind”, they’d empty the bottle
    Light up another, and another, one armed bandits, except two, the other
    For booze. And Hitchens would tell her why “God Is Not Great”.

    And and what of last call? You know the endings of both movies.
    (end)

    They both lead legendary lives, but also flawed and very tragic addictive lives. Anne suffered mental illness of course, but she was also a drinker and took sleep aids. And Hitchens, while he could not really be called suicidal, he was a heavy drinker and heavy smoker and he might as well have been suicidal. It did eventually catch up with him and he died of cancer.

    This poem again, is imaginary “what if” Anne Sexton and Christopher Hitchens dated. But they are raw reflections of amazing but very tragically flawed human beings. Now when I say Plath was a bad influence, I don’t mean in a literal sense, but as far as having a friend commit suicide, I am sure that weighed heavy on Anne who had her own thoughts as well.

  • Detective Brambles

    Detective Brambles, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    I am going to sue you
    For intentional infliction
    Of useful language
    And ban you from your quill

    From the attic window
    I look just down the hill
    I see words, I have never seen before
    In your garden, you tend so well

    Somewhere under hidden
    The cargo nets entwined
    Blueberry, blackberry
    Rosebush, prickly shrub

    Ancient ruins
    Of the white kitchen timer
    Buried on it’s side
    3 minutes to the Acropolis

    From your kitchen window
    It committed suicide
    Landed in your garden, years ago
    Barren of sunshine

    Alabaster nasal dorsum
    Pokes through the compost ski mask
    Layers of tangled fishing line
    Obscure it from your sight

    Iliakό orolόgio
    Dialing up my dialogue
    Be it rain or shine
    I’m not taking your quill

    Your garden looks just fine
    I am not going to see you in court
    I’ll be a good sport
    And let it slide this time

    Your tabby staged the crime
    It was no suicide
    He pushed it from the window ledge
    Yet he’s way too cute, charges won’t stick

    Look at those shifty whiskers
    Basking in the sun
    He’s got you fooled, he owns you
    Naive garden gumshoe

    It is the cat’s occulted shade
    You know he’s got it made
    The jury stacked, off Scott-free
    You know you’ll never convict.
    (end)

    A fellow poet named Lisa inspired this poem. It was in response to seeing words I had never seen before, and enjoying learning them. “Brambles” is a type of shrub blueberry, blackberry, rose, ect. And she introduced me to the word “occulted”, meaning being cut off of view.

    This is an imaginary poem, in where I am in another house, looking down a hill, and I see her cat knock down her white kitchen timer, which eventually gets buried over time by mulch and and brambles and the nose of the timer sticks up out of the mulch but is obscured. The cat is also “occulted” by the shadows of the trees and brambles and he is the guilty party as to why her “sundial” or “Iliakό orolόgio”, is lost. In this case the white timer landed on it side so the nose would stick up like a sundial.

    But this poem is really is about thanking a fellow poet for introducing me to new words.

  • Reaper’s Song

    Reaper’s Song, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet On FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    I wish I had
    A time machine
    There would be
    So many
    I would go back in time
    Just to see them
    One more time
    Or for the first time
    But that marching man
    Doesn’t give a damn
    About my feeble wishes.
    (end)

  • Nine Tenth’s Of The Poem

    Nine Tenth’s Of The Poem, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    Once you hand out
    Your poetry
    It is no longer yours
    It belongs to the world
    They get to decide
    What poems they like
    What lines they like
    If they like it at all
    Some will soar
    Some will fall
    But for me
    That is better
    Than not writing at all.
    (end)
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  • The Echoes Of The Cave

    The Echoes Of The Cave, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    Soundwaves bouncing around
    The canyon chasm sound
    My isolation cannot be found

    Below the surface, the miner’ s found
    My buried body in the dusty shaft
    Don’t light that match

    It talks back to me
    The conversation with nobody
    Clicking my keyboard fervently

    I might as well be, in another
    Galaxy, there is no sound, you see
    In space, they cannot hear you scream

    The stove hood, two tiny lights
    Of in the distance, look like
    A close encounter, alien ship

    Of a 1950s si fi b movie
    And that Orwellian TV
    In front of me, keeps track of me

    My printer won’t cooperate with me
    Jamming up, when
    Printing my poetry

    I shout in this megaphone
    I let out a sound, like a negotiator
    Talking down a hostage taker

    But I am the hostage taker
    And the hostage, in the shaft
    That everyone hears, but cannot see

    The echoes of the cave
    Talk back to me, telling me
    To be quiet, nobody cares.
    (end)

    My house has a very large kitchen/ living room. It has vinyl flooring and very crappy insolation. So it echoes quite easily when I am talking, on the phone, on my computer on Skype, or FB voice. But I get really frustrated when something goes wrong with my poetry, and I shout, and it is very loud. I have to force myself to be quiet. I especially do that at night, be quiet that is.

    But the echo this large room creates makes it sound like a large cave, or canyon or tunnel, in some remote place, where nobody else is. It is a very lonely sound too.










  • The Carpenter

    The Carpenter, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    Ian interrupted me
    A minor inconvenience
    Considering what he flattened

    Like a steam roller
    But he did force me
    To go on another date

    With you, laying on
    Your crushed clovers
    Your special language

    And that garage
    Full of tools, tools
    You didn’t use

    Blades, saws, things electric
    Why not the bathtub?
    Or high bridge, or traffic?

    Or swim in heavy cloths?
    Some carpenter you are
    What carpenter uses park?

    That medicine cabinet
    Is mad at you
    It had a date

    With your liquor cabinet
    You had your mind set
    No sconces, candle holders

    No cutting boards
    Your wrists, were longing
    You gave them not

    The attention they wanted
    But you, betrayed the carpenter
    Who was not interested in building

    You were going to be his apprentice
    But you didn’t need one, did you?
    You improvised, with four wheels

    That never moved, with shut door
    Smog that would make Los Angeles jealous
    And it gave you that slumber, you longed for

    Who was it? Who discovered you
    Limp, ivory or blue, or both?
    A China doll, motionless, pristine

    Obscene. Were your eyes open?
    The carpenter never used that
    As a tool for your escape,

    You broke the rules.
    (end)

    This is a poem about the suicide of Anne Sexton. The “clover” reference is about a poem she is laying in a yard looking up at the nighttime sky. That represents her positive creativity to me, in that poem. But contrasted with one of her most famous poems “Wanting To Die” in which she describes the suicidal as a “carpenter” only interested in the tool to do the job, and not interested in building anything.

    Once again, if you are feeling suicidal, talk to someone, a trusted friend or family member, or call a suicide hotline, or 9-1-1. You really are not alone. There are people willing to listen, and want to help.

  • The Illusion

    The Illusion, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    From the onset
    From the first breath
    The sickle chases us
    To a variety of death

    We fight in futility
    This final reality
    With vacuous labels
    Of class and status

    Since atoms decay
    To our dismay
    The futile efforts
    We display

    Our masks have names
    In race and religion
    Of power and wealth
    And national origin

    And in our history
    None have escaped
    This finite reality
    All will face

    The illusion enticing
    The peacock strut
    With fanciful feathers
    Attracting others

    Plumes of falsehood
    Empty promises
    And hollow threats
    Divide humanity

    Trapped we are
    By this illusion
    Painfully obvious
    Is our imagination

    A way out
    Will never be
    No matter what lie
    We believe

    From the fame
    To the farmer
    To the Pope
    To the President

    All who are, all who were
    And all who will ever be
    Will be swallowed by time
    And obscurity

    The cosmos
    Is cold
    Uncaring
    And not cognitive

    Please spare me
    From your accusation
    Of negativity
    Born from credulity

    Nay be I fatalistic
    Or pessimistic
    Merely from facing
    Reality

    Are there wonders
    And happiness
    To be found
    Hear and now?

    A resounding yes,
    I too shout
    YES, YES, YES
    I have no choice

    A kitten’s purr
    A love one’s hug
    I value too
    Without myth making

    The illusion must die
    For the mind to survive
    The sickle the victor
    And will always win

    It reaps our bodies
    And our stories
    Laughing at petty attempts
    To outlast it’s dark robe

    Facing the finite
    Is solitude
    Incantations
    Are pale placebos

    We dress
    Dress, and redress
    Our ice cream
    Hoping it won’t melt

    It does
    It will
    It is
    Our finality.
    (end)

    Another poem saying we shouldn’t fear an afterlife anymore than we fear what life was like before we were born. All we have is now, and gap filling with super heros that do not exist, does not fill me with awe and wonder, reality does.

  • Stranger Than Friction

    Stranger Than Friction, By Brian37(AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    Remember that black and white
    Rustic film of the two train engines
    Colliding, smashing head on?

    Would you believe 100 trillion particles
    Are passing through you each second
    As you read this?

    Yes, you did read that correctly
    No, I am not making this up
    I am completely sober

    Not high either, it was discovered
    By the Large Hadron Collider
    They call it a ghost

    Because, to find it is harder
    Little neutrinos, pass through solids
    Like the apparition through doors and walls

    To it, earth is nothing at all, take a baseball
    And throw it through a basketball hoop
    The size of our galaxy, to the neutrino

    That is what we are, the screen door
    On the submarine, the cargo net
    The trapeze net, gaping hole in it

    We are nothing to it, the neutrino
    Is hard to catch, lighting fast
    Like The Flash

    If you like real ghosts
    Not one of movies
    If you like real smash ups

    Sit down, listen up
    Science is amazing
    This ghost is too

    Stranger than friction, is this truth.
    (end)

    I find this far far more interesting than old holy books. Nor do I believe in superstitious ghosts. But science always amazes me, things like neutrinos amaze me.

    https://www.smithsonianmag.com/science-nature/looking-for-neutrinos-natures-ghost-particles-64200742/


  • Atheism And Nihilism

    Atheism And Nihilism, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    Does it scare you God? That I
    Who don’t follow you, doesn’t need you
    Doesn’t believe in you, that I exist?

    You must think I am daft, what a craft
    You create me, then blame me, for the brain
    You gave me

    I get it, I need to be that snarling Cerberus
    That three headed tricephalic, spit vomit
    Howl and bark at the moon, in June

    My lion’s mane of cobras, and boils
    Pustular drooling, everyone fearing
    I am coming after them

    I know God, my life is meaningless
    Without you, how would I get through
    I need you, on my knees, I grovel

    For you, pine and fawn and kill
    For you, I am nothing, nothing
    Without you

    They don’t understand you
    Like I do. I hear your voice
    Day and night, you tell me what to do

    I’ve read your epic manual, tried and true
    I am your biggest fan, you know it’s true
    I’d kill for you

    Every moment I live for you,
    I spread your word, by your orders
    I cross all borders, and save others

    So when they die, they’ll all be with you
    And you told me, they’d lie to me
    Trick me, deceive me, kill me

    Try to lead me away from you
    I’m locked in, I’m loyal to you
    Just one thing God, FUCK YOU!

    Oh dear lord, did I offend you?
    Did I hurt your feelings, omni
    I guess I did, but to be fair to you

    I could say fuck Yoda too
    Or Spiderman, or Superman
    Or Klu Klux Klan, or Taliban

    And what exactly am I offending?
    I can tell you, and make it clear
    Assholes and the non existent

    But please don’t ask me to
    Shed a tear for you God
    You were dead before you were even born

    And you were never born in any case.

    I don’t believe in you God, I’m sorry
    That bothers you, but atheists can and do
    Live fine and value

    The finite time we have, our loved ones
    Compassion, empathy,
    And beauty too.

    I am sorry it bothers you God
    I don’t see how it can
    But so what, here I am.
    (end)

    I cannot state this enough. I do not hate every person on the face of the planet who believes in a god. This poem is aimed at the assholes of ANY religion who think it is their job to threaten us on behalf of their deity, whom by their own claims, is all powerful. When people threaten me with their god, I get the image of a midget standing spread eagle in front of the terminator shouting “Don’t hit God, you might hurt or kill him!”.

    Seriously? You defy your own logic when you do that. Not only that, if this claimed being is so fragile it cannot handle being picked on, and really has better things to do, like cure cancer, or stop war and famine, but is worried about me saying “fuck you” to it, would not be a being I could worship, even if I did believe.

    But again, this is not a hate poem, it is a poem about the logical inconsistencies in claiming an all powerful god then trying to protect it when it should not need your help in the first place.