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Welcome to Brian James Rational Poet’s poetry blog
Welcome to my poetry blog. I love reading Plath and Sexton and Dickenson and Maya. But to me, the best poets I have read are the unknows. The giants are great for sure, but the friends and locals and groups are a joy to participate in. I encourage everyone who writes poetry to be themselves. It is ok to have influences, but you should always in the end be yourself. There is only one them, and only one you.
Let words be your canvas, show them the raw you, in all your happiness and sadness. Show them your love of nature, and empathy and kindness, but also make them think, provoke, even blaspheme. The poet’s job to me, is to never be shy or timid, but use every word in your vocabulary to paint the best pictures you can. Paint your sunrises, your sunsets, your romance, your fears. Paint your insecurities, your addictions, your successes, your tears.
This blog is dedicated to my late mother Jane. She was my biggest supporter and never let me fall through the cracks. While she was a bit of an authoritarian growing up, that all melted away in her late years, and we grew as close as any parent child could. We had so much fun with our silly car games and rubber duckies, and counting the trees. And our wordplay games, and our thumb wrestling. And forget Yahtzee and backgammon, she always kicked my…… at that. I love you mom. I miss you horribly.
And also my late best friend ever, Bob. He unfortunately passed away in 2017. He lived in Australia, he was a science geek, and he taught me a lot about debate, and some science. I can only grasp overall concepts, not real nitty gritty details. But he most importantly made me feel comfortable in my own skin. I miss you too Bob.
Then there is this annoying guy from Okleeee homa, who says “tators”, and “videeeaaaa” instead of “video”. And don’t get John started on banjos. He is my best friend and he is always there for me, and I love that redneck.
And also Dwayne, Stacey and Vicki. You saved my life all of you. Thank you.
All poetry posted by me on this website is attached to RationalPoet@brianrrs37, handle “RationalPoet” on Twitter ,as well as “Brian James Rational Poet” on Facebook/ META. And is subject to copywrite on all my pages.
A Special thanks to Brian Sapient of Rational Responders http://www.rationalresponders.com for hosting my poetry thread for so long. Thank you.
AND….. YOU are more than welcome to share this link on your social media. Especially Meta and Twitter, but your own social media too. Any help bringing traffic here is more than welcome. THANK YOU. You may not publish individual poems without my express permission. Any links to my poetry must be credited to me.This poetry blog may contain some material that may be considered sensitive to some viewers. Reader discretion advised.
Now, everyone, grab your popcorn, glass of wine, and watch me make a fool of myself. Enjoy.
HEADS UP….. THERE ARE PEOPLE MIMICKING MY TWITTER ACCOUNTS……
I only have two Twitter/X accounts. Twitter has now changed it’s name to “X”. So all poetry in this site referencing Twitter is also including the new name “X”.
“RationalPoet@brianrrs37”
AND
“Brian@rationalpoet37”
I have also joined Facebook/META poetry group “Facebook Poetry Society” Under “Brian James Rational Poet”
Also I just joined http://www.allpoetry.com under the user name “RationalPoet37”THERE ARE MORE PAGES. WHEN YOU GET TO THE BOTTOM OF EACH PAGE, in mice print….. It says “Next Page”. <—-CLICK ON THAT.
NEW EDIT………
A special thanks to Zaylen of “Okay Atheists” on the Discord app, for allowing me to guest host this poetry reading available on their YouTube channel originally aired 5/22/23. Here is the link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_ikCkc7lWEIf you want to leave a comment to any poem, click on the BOLD title of the poem first, scroll to the bottom of the poem, and you should see a field to leave the comment in.
UPDATE EDIT AS OF 11/13/2024. I have a new account at Bluesky Soical under the handle @rationalpoet37.bsky.social . -
I’m Dreaming Of,
I’m Dreaming Of, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)
Spending the day
With my cats
Nothing about
Red and white hats
No fireplace no socks
No Christmas ham in broth
No deforestation
No plastic tree
No train set going around thee
You say I am a Grinch
Ask what is wrong with me
Why cant I be cheerful
Or happy? Oh I can
But you cant see
I simply don’t celebrate
It’s not for me. There
Are no laws that force me
We are not a theocracy
In any case, a little history
Your own holy book
Says not to bring in a tree
And if you pronounce
Santa correctly, Sinter Klaas
It was originally
And Thomas Nast
Civil War cartoonist
Depicted him as
Small and elflike
Not the big rotund jolly
Man we sing Holly Jolly
Not to mention
It is a time of stress
And for others loneliness
Buy buy buy
Creates mounting debt
Buy buy buy
People fight over it
Don’t get me wrong
I get the excuse
To hang out with family
I love that ruse
But I will always refuse
To let commercialism
Or religious tribalism
Or arguments from “tradition”
To put pressure on me
And if you flip out
Over a coffee cup
If you demand I always must
Greet you with certain words
If you scream and cuss
You are an intitled insecure brat
I will not engage you
I’ll have none of that
I’m dreaming of
You do you
And leave me alone
I do not owe you
I’m not your clone
Yet someone may call me
On my phone
Ask me to come over
So I won’t be alone
But the friends I have
Are fine with me
Being myself and wouldn’t you agree
Isn’t that what
Solstice celebrations are about
Less division, more harmony?
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“You’ll Find Out”
“You’ll Find Out” By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)
That hollow refrain
That hollow threat
You must know
I’m not buying any of it
And exactly how
Do you know this?
Do you have him
In your cell phone contacts?
“Almighty”
“All powerful”
“Omnipotent”
Seems incompetent
To me,
If it has to seek
The voices of mere mortals
To do his bidding scheme
I’d think by such parameters
It would need no human help
It could punish me, quick work
It shouldn’t need an enforcer
It shouldn’t need your P.R.
It shouldn’t need a body guard
I think the truth is obvious
It makes you feel good
To threaten others
Because that is easier
Than to consider
You got it wrong
And there is no monster
Upstairs, vengeful, angry
And always ready
To squash me like a gum wad
No, I think the truth
Is mundane, I think
You want this fiction
To be fact
I think you are
The only to act
And you want
That deck stacked
In your favor.
But if you think your fervor
Or mythological sky father
Is going to make me lose sleep
Don’t bother
I am not afraid
Of Darth Vader
Either. -
Never Was,
Never Was, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)
The fear
Of opening eyes
The moment
Motionless
Bodies entwined
Blood pumps
Chests beat
Neither
Wants to leave
Alarm clock sounds
It was only
A dream
Empty
Next to you
Jumbled
Satin sheets
The woman
That never was
At the bar
You did meet
Taking no one slow
You were
Really alone
In your empty home
Illusions made in slumber
You wanted to be with her
Dissolved at dawn
The startled sound
Brought you around
Out of sleep you boundShe, you never found.
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Thesaurus
Thesaurus By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)
Worn out
Like tire treads
No alignment
I find the usual haunts
Of my lexicon
Rearing up again
Groundhog day
I’ve nothing to say
I haven’t said before
I desperately want more
The scratched vinyl
Skips, skips, skips
I want to smash
This album
Over my knee
The juke box
Only has
So many songs
My selections
Exhausted
On fumes it seems
I repeat, repeat
Repeat , repeat
Repeat, repeat.
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I also get frustrated with myself when I overuse a word. “Utopia, futile, folly” are some that I get tired of popping in my head every time I want to write. -
Oblivious
Oblivious, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37)
Nestled in the carrier
Unaware, unaware
Curled up in balls
Paws on paws
Insomnia, cursed mouse
I move about
Bone white background
Black print taps out
Words that struggle
To come out
I want a subject
To shout shout shout
It won’t come out
It’s locked in
Where ever it is
Muffled, murmur
Cloaked in silence
Chained inside me
And they sleep
Peacefully
Unaware nothing’s in me
Frustration they cant see
When will the next one
Be ready to read?
I hate this retched subject
It’s been too many times
I write about the things
That are not on my mind
My brain, is stuck
In a bind
And they sleep, unaware.
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I get frustrated when I cant find something deep and serious to write about. I start something, then scrap it. I move my mouse around and around like fiddling my fingers. I pop back and forth to other pages hoping reading other things will spark a poem.
And my kittens, content and off in slumber, don’t know how frustrated I am right now. I am putting trinket poems out right now. I like what I am writing but I am not feeling the BOOOOM I have with some of my others.I wrote this poem at 2am approximately. Insomnia sucks, and lack of inspiration sucks. But my kittens, at least they are happy.
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No Other Reason
No Other Reason, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37)
It is folly, and futile
To chase utopias
When creativity
Is what you want
The world to see
Your name in lights
On a marquee
It is not
The reason to be
A miserable life
Is in store for thee
If the expectation
Is that fantasy
If you just
Put it down
If you just
Swim around
Somehow, somehow
Someday, you’ll be found
Hollywood and Vine
On dead careers it dines
To never get off the ground
If you sing that note
That makes tears flow
If you write the prose
Who knows, who knows?
It cannot be, the fantasy
You chase for dreams of wealth
It cannot be, the fantasy
That everyone wants
An autograph from thee
Poetry, is at least for me
And will always be
The love of it alone
My payments not cash
Or cars of flash
Or travel first class
For there are millions
Like me, in history
Most unknown
And will never be, famous.
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If you love doing something, by all means do it, don’t stop doing it. But poetry, like painters, like comedians, like sports stars, like actors, like musicians, most do not become nationally famous or world famous or rich.
If you write poetry, you have to do it for the love of if alone, the therapy. That has to be first. Now, maybe someday you defy the odds and some publisher notices you who can put you on the map. But the vast majority, no. That will not happen for most.
So always write from the heart for you, and your readers first. Do it for the therapy first. And if all you can do is write on your off time, or in your retirement and others get joy and therapy out of it. THAT is your first reward, and your most important reward. -
How Gems Are Born
How Gems Are Born, (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)
To say
“pens don’t matter”
To say
“Awful poems don’t matter”
To say
“Just move on”
Is to ignore
The imperfect
The discarded
The cracked sidewalk
The perilous cliff
The scraped knees
The constant uncertainty
The discomfort of being
Outside your comfort
Zone.
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I have been told many times over 30 years that my poetry sucks. I always ask that person, “Which one?”. I cannot nor will ever claim every piece is brilliant. But I put every single piece of work out there, good and bad, because it is how I keep moving.
Most artists, be they painters or poets hide their not so good ones, but not me. I want people to see all of my work so that they will be inspired to keep going. It isn’t about failure, it isn’t about fear. It is about putting it all out there, so that people can see that stopping is the worst thing an artist can do to the world out of some sense of insecurity.
The world is imperfect, and to say you have to be a perfectionist in art is to limit yourself and set yourself up for the ultimate failure of quitting. I look at my poetry much like a high speed automatic camera. I just keep shooting and shooting and shooting, and not every picture will be brilliant, but occasionally you take one that people really like. -
Epilogue
Epilogue, By Brian 37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)
The pain
Of a lonely
Epilogue
Is the newness
Of raw
The memories
Of what was
The piercing
Stab wounds
Of rejection
Most certainly
Such a door
To be shut
A backdraft
To cause flashover
An aneurysm
The heart
Must fix
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I removed “It is” from the line originally “It is most certainly” , I think it flows better. -
Indian River Lagoon
Indian River Lagoon, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)
If you would not want
Your kitten’s food bowl
Barren
If you would not want
You child swimming
In a dirty pool
Then we as humans
Have to stop ignoring
The warning signs we have
The honey bee
The monarch butterfly
I remember the Native American
Atop his horse
With a tear in his eye
The algae bloom
Killing the sea grass
The gentile sea cow
Is swimming in trash
Desperate they are
Feeding them lettuce
On the brink
We’re causing this mess
If we don’t stop it
We will be next
Coal mine species
Swim in sunshine rivers
Mermaids of gray
We are on our way
To our own deaths
Human’s last breath.
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This poem is about of course, the Manatee in South Florida. Global warming is causing more algae blooms which is killing the natural sea grass of the Manatee, plus our pollution it may accidentally swallow, or our boats hitting them. But this is one “canary in the coalmine” species that is under constant threat, and it is a warning to us, that if we do not stop global warming and stop polluting our planet we will be sealing our own doom. -
Toxic Intoxication
Toxic Intoxication, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)
If you are
Drunk on Mohammed
Drunk on Jesus
Drunk on Yahweh
Drunk on all the rest
You can make
Any excuse
To claim superiority
To justify
Abuse
That is why
Of religion
I find absolutely no use.
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