• Welcome to Brian James Rational Poet’s poetry blog

    Welcome to my poetry blog. I love reading Plath and Sexton and Dickenson and Maya. But to me, the best poets I have read are the unknows. The giants are great for sure, but the friends and locals and groups are a joy to participate in. I encourage everyone who writes poetry to be themselves. It is ok to have influences, but you should always in the end be yourself. There is only one them, and only one you.

    Let words be your canvas, show them the raw you, in all your happiness and sadness. Show them your love of nature, and empathy and kindness, but also make them think, provoke, even blaspheme. The poet’s job to me, is to never be shy or timid, but use every word in your vocabulary to paint the best pictures you can. Paint your sunrises, your sunsets, your romance, your fears. Paint your insecurities, your addictions, your successes, your tears.

    This blog is dedicated to my late mother Jane. She was my biggest supporter and never let me fall through the cracks. While she was a bit of an authoritarian growing up, that all melted away in her late years, and we grew as close as any parent child could. We had so much fun with our silly car games and rubber duckies, and counting the trees. And our wordplay games, and our thumb wrestling. And forget Yahtzee and backgammon, she always kicked my…… at that. I love you mom. I miss you horribly.

    And also my late best friend ever, Bob. He unfortunately passed away in 2017. He lived in Australia, he was a science geek, and he taught me a lot about debate, and some science. I can only grasp overall concepts, not real nitty gritty details. But he most importantly made me feel comfortable in my own skin. I miss you too Bob.

    Then there is this annoying guy from Okleeee homa, who says “tators”, and “videeeaaaa” instead of “video”. And don’t get John started on banjos. He is my best friend and he is always there for me, and I love that redneck.

    And also Dwayne, Stacey and Vicki. You saved my life all of you. Thank you.

    All poetry posted by me on this website is attached to RationalPoet@brianrrs37, handle “RationalPoet” on Twitter ,as well as “Brian James Rational Poet” on Facebook/ META. And is subject to copywrite on all my pages.

    A Special thanks to Brian Sapient of Rational Responders http://www.rationalresponders.com for hosting my poetry thread for so long. Thank you.

    AND….. YOU are more than welcome to share this link on your social media. Especially Meta and Twitter, but your own social media too. Any help bringing traffic here is more than welcome. THANK YOU. You may not publish individual poems without my express permission. Any links to my poetry must be credited to me.

    This poetry blog may contain some material that may be considered sensitive to some viewers. Reader discretion advised.

    Now, everyone, grab your popcorn, glass of wine, and watch me make a fool of myself. Enjoy.

    HEADS UP….. THERE ARE PEOPLE MIMICKING MY TWITTER ACCOUNTS……

    I only have two Twitter/X accounts. Twitter has now changed it’s name to “X”. So all poetry in this site referencing Twitter is also including the new name “X”.

    “RationalPoet@brianrrs37”
    AND
    “Brian@rationalpoet37”

    I have also joined Facebook/META poetry group “Facebook Poetry Society” Under “Brian James Rational Poet”

    Also I just joined http://www.allpoetry.com under the user name “RationalPoet37”

    THERE ARE MORE PAGES. WHEN YOU GET TO THE BOTTOM OF EACH PAGE, in mice print….. It says “Next Page”. <—-CLICK ON THAT.

    NEW EDIT………


    A special thanks to Zaylen of “Okay Atheists” on the Discord app, for allowing me to guest host this poetry reading available on their YouTube channel originally aired 5/22/23. Here is the link
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_ikCkc7lWE

    If you want to leave a comment to any poem, click on the BOLD title of the poem first, scroll to the bottom of the poem, and you should see a field to leave the comment in.

    UPDATE EDIT AS OF 11/13/2024. I have a new account at Bluesky Soical under the handle @rationalpoet37.bsky.social .

     

     

  • I’m Dreaming Of,

    I’m Dreaming Of, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    Spending the day
    With my cats
    Nothing about

    Red and white hats
    No fireplace no socks
    No Christmas ham in broth

    No deforestation
    No plastic tree
    No train set going around thee

    You say I am a Grinch
    Ask what is wrong with me
    Why cant I be cheerful

    Or happy? Oh I can
    But you cant see
    I simply don’t celebrate

    It’s not for me. There
    Are no laws that force me
    We are not a theocracy

    In any case, a little history
    Your own holy book
    Says not to bring in a tree

    And if you pronounce
    Santa correctly, Sinter Klaas
    It was originally

    And Thomas Nast
    Civil War cartoonist
    Depicted him as

    Small and elflike
    Not the big rotund jolly
    Man we sing Holly Jolly

    Not to mention
    It is a time of stress
    And for others loneliness

    Buy buy buy
    Creates mounting debt
    Buy buy buy

    People fight over it
    Don’t get me wrong
    I get the excuse

    To hang out with family
    I love that ruse
    But I will always refuse

    To let commercialism
    Or religious tribalism
    Or arguments from “tradition”

    To put pressure on me
    And if you flip out
    Over a coffee cup

    If you demand I always must
    Greet you with certain words
    If you scream and cuss

    You are an intitled insecure brat
    I will not engage you
    I’ll have none of that

    I’m dreaming of
    You do you
    And leave me alone

    I do not owe you
    I’m not your clone
    Yet someone may call me

    On my phone
    Ask me to come over
    So I won’t be alone

    But the friends I have
    Are fine with me
    Being myself and wouldn’t you agree

    Isn’t that what
    Solstice celebrations are about
    Less division, more harmony?





  • “You’ll Find Out”

    “You’ll Find Out” By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    That hollow refrain
    That hollow threat
    You must know
    I’m not buying any of it

    And exactly how
    Do you know this?
    Do you have him
    In your cell phone contacts?

    “Almighty”
    “All powerful”
    “Omnipotent”
    Seems incompetent

    To me,
    If it has to seek
    The voices of mere mortals
    To do his bidding scheme

    I’d think by such parameters
    It would need no human help
    It could punish me, quick work
    It shouldn’t need an enforcer

    It shouldn’t need your P.R.
    It shouldn’t need a body guard
    I think the truth is obvious
    It makes you feel good

    To threaten others
    Because that is easier
    Than to consider
    You got it wrong

    And there is no monster
    Upstairs, vengeful, angry
    And always ready
    To squash me like a gum wad

    No, I think the truth
    Is mundane, I think
    You want this fiction
    To be fact

    I think you are
    The only to act
    And you want
    That deck stacked

    In your favor.
    But if you think your fervor
    Or mythological sky father
    Is going to make me lose sleep

    Don’t bother
    I am not afraid
    Of Darth Vader
    Either.

  • Never Was,

    Never Was, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    The fear
    Of opening eyes
    The moment
    Motionless
    Bodies entwined
    Blood pumps
    Chests beat
    Neither
    Wants to leave
    Alarm clock sounds
    It was only
    A dream

    Empty
    Next to you
    Jumbled
    Satin sheets
    The woman
    That never was
    At the bar
    You did meet
    Taking no one slow

    You were
    Really alone
    In your empty home
    Illusions made in slumber
    You wanted to be with her

    Dissolved at dawn
    The startled sound
    Brought you around
    Out of sleep you bound

    She, you never found.
    (end)





  • Thesaurus

    Thesaurus By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    Worn out
    Like tire treads
    No alignment

    I find the usual haunts
    Of my lexicon
    Rearing up again

    Groundhog day
    I’ve nothing to say
    I haven’t said before

    I desperately want more
    The scratched vinyl
    Skips, skips, skips

    I want to smash
    This album
    Over my knee

    The juke box
    Only has
    So many songs

    My selections
    Exhausted
    On fumes it seems

    I repeat, repeat
    Repeat , repeat
    Repeat, repeat.
    (end)

    I also get frustrated with myself when I overuse a word. “Utopia, futile, folly” are some that I get tired of popping in my head every time I want to write.

  • Oblivious

    Oblivious, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37)

    Nestled in the carrier
    Unaware, unaware
    Curled up in balls

    Paws on paws
    Insomnia, cursed mouse
    I move about

    Bone white background
    Black print taps out
    Words that struggle

    To come out
    I want a subject
    To shout shout shout

    It won’t come out
    It’s locked in
    Where ever it is

    Muffled, murmur
    Cloaked in silence
    Chained inside me

    And they sleep
    Peacefully
    Unaware nothing’s in me

    Frustration they cant see
    When will the next one
    Be ready to read?

    I hate this retched subject
    It’s been too many times
    I write about the things

    That are not on my mind
    My brain, is stuck
    In a bind

    And they sleep, unaware.
    (end)

    I get frustrated when I cant find something deep and serious to write about. I start something, then scrap it. I move my mouse around and around like fiddling my fingers. I pop back and forth to other pages hoping reading other things will spark a poem.

    And my kittens, content and off in slumber, don’t know how frustrated I am right now. I am putting trinket poems out right now. I like what I am writing but I am not feeling the BOOOOM I have with some of my others.

    I wrote this poem at 2am approximately. Insomnia sucks, and lack of inspiration sucks. But my kittens, at least they are happy.

  • No Other Reason

    No Other Reason, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37)

    It is folly, and futile
    To chase utopias
    When creativity

    Is what you want
    The world to see
    Your name in lights
    On a marquee

    It is not
    The reason to be
    A miserable life

    Is in store for thee
    If the expectation
    Is that fantasy

    If you just
    Put it down
    If you just

    Swim around
    Somehow, somehow
    Someday, you’ll be found

    Hollywood and Vine
    On dead careers it dines
    To never get off the ground

    If you sing that note
    That makes tears flow
    If you write the prose

    Who knows, who knows?
    It cannot be, the fantasy
    You chase for dreams of wealth

    It cannot be, the fantasy
    That everyone wants
    An autograph from thee

    Poetry, is at least for me
    And will always be
    The love of it alone

    My payments not cash
    Or cars of flash
    Or travel first class

    For there are millions
    Like me, in history
    Most unknown

    And will never be, famous.
    (end)

    If you love doing something, by all means do it, don’t stop doing it. But poetry, like painters, like comedians, like sports stars, like actors, like musicians, most do not become nationally famous or world famous or rich.
    If you write poetry, you have to do it for the love of if alone, the therapy. That has to be first. Now, maybe someday you defy the odds and some publisher notices you who can put you on the map. But the vast majority, no. That will not happen for most.

    So always write from the heart for you, and your readers first. Do it for the therapy first. And if all you can do is write on your off time, or in your retirement and others get joy and therapy out of it. THAT is your first reward, and your most important reward.

  • How Gems Are Born

    How Gems Are Born, (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    To say

    “pens don’t matter”

    To say

    “Awful poems don’t matter”

    To say

    “Just move on”

    Is to ignore

    The imperfect

    The discarded

    The cracked sidewalk

    The perilous cliff

    The scraped knees

    The constant uncertainty

    The discomfort of being

    Outside your comfort

    Zone.
    (end)

    I have been told many times over 30 years that my poetry sucks. I always ask that person, “Which one?”. I cannot nor will ever claim every piece is brilliant. But I put every single piece of work out there, good and bad, because it is how I keep moving.

    Most artists, be they painters or poets hide their not so good ones, but not me. I want people to see all of my work so that they will be inspired to keep going. It isn’t about failure, it isn’t about fear. It is about putting it all out there, so that people can see that stopping is the worst thing an artist can do to the world out of some sense of insecurity.

    The world is imperfect, and to say you have to be a perfectionist in art is to limit yourself and set yourself up for the ultimate failure of quitting. I look at my poetry much like a high speed automatic camera. I just keep shooting and shooting and shooting, and not every picture will be brilliant, but occasionally you take one that people really like.

  • Epilogue

    Epilogue, By Brian 37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    The pain
    Of a lonely
    Epilogue
    Is the newness
    Of raw
    The memories
    Of what was
    The piercing
    Stab wounds
    Of rejection
    Most certainly
    Such a door
    To be shut
    A backdraft
    To cause flashover
    An aneurysm
    The heart
    Must fix
    (end)

    (EDIT)

    I removed “It is” from the line originally “It is most certainly” , I think it flows better.

  • Indian River Lagoon

    Indian River Lagoon, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    If you would not want
    Your kitten’s food bowl
    Barren

    If you would not want
    You child swimming
    In a dirty pool

    Then we as humans
    Have to stop ignoring
    The warning signs we have

    The honey bee
    The monarch butterfly
    I remember the Native American

    Atop his horse
    With a tear in his eye
    The algae bloom

    Killing the sea grass
    The gentile sea cow
    Is swimming in trash

    Desperate they are
    Feeding them lettuce
    On the brink

    We’re causing this mess
    If we don’t stop it
    We will be next

    Coal mine species
    Swim in sunshine rivers
    Mermaids of gray

    We are on our way
    To our own deaths
    Human’s last breath.
    (END)

    This poem is about of course, the Manatee in South Florida. Global warming is causing more algae blooms which is killing the natural sea grass of the Manatee, plus our pollution it may accidentally swallow, or our boats hitting them. But this is one “canary in the coalmine” species that is under constant threat, and it is a warning to us, that if we do not stop global warming and stop polluting our planet we will be sealing our own doom.

  • Toxic Intoxication

    Toxic Intoxication, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    If you are

    Drunk on Mohammed

    Drunk on Jesus

    Drunk on Yahweh

    Drunk on all the rest

    You can make

    Any excuse

    To claim superiority

    To justify

    Abuse

    That is why

    Of religion

    I find absolutely no use.

    (end)