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Welcome to Brian James Rational Poet’s poetry blog
Welcome to my poetry blog. I love reading Plath and Sexton and Dickenson and Maya. But to me, the best poets I have read are the unknows. The giants are great for sure, but the friends and locals and groups are a joy to participate in. I encourage everyone who writes poetry to be themselves. It is ok to have influences, but you should always in the end be yourself. There is only one them, and only one you.
Let words be your canvas, show them the raw you, in all your happiness and sadness. Show them your love of nature, and empathy and kindness, but also make them think, provoke, even blaspheme. The poet’s job to me, is to never be shy or timid, but use every word in your vocabulary to paint the best pictures you can. Paint your sunrises, your sunsets, your romance, your fears. Paint your insecurities, your addictions, your successes, your tears.
This blog is dedicated to my late mother Jane. She was my biggest supporter and never let me fall through the cracks. While she was a bit of an authoritarian growing up, that all melted away in her late years, and we grew as close as any parent child could. We had so much fun with our silly car games and rubber duckies, and counting the trees. And our wordplay games, and our thumb wrestling. And forget Yahtzee and backgammon, she always kicked my…… at that. I love you mom. I miss you horribly.
And also my late best friend ever, Bob. He unfortunately passed away in 2017. He lived in Australia, he was a science geek, and he taught me a lot about debate, and some science. I can only grasp overall concepts, not real nitty gritty details. But he most importantly made me feel comfortable in my own skin. I miss you too Bob.
Then there is this annoying guy from Okleeee homa, who says “tators”, and “videeeaaaa” instead of “video”. And don’t get John started on banjos. He is my best friend and he is always there for me, and I love that redneck.
And also Dwayne, Stacey and Vicki. You saved my life all of you. Thank you.
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A Special thanks to Brian Sapient of Rational Responders http://www.rationalresponders.com for hosting my poetry thread for so long. Thank you.
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I only have two Twitter/X accounts. Twitter has now changed it’s name to “X”. So all poetry in this site referencing Twitter is also including the new name “X”.
“RationalPoet@brianrrs37”
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“Brian@rationalpoet37”
I have also joined Facebook/META poetry group “Facebook Poetry Society” Under “Brian James Rational Poet”
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NEW EDIT………
A special thanks to Zaylen of “Okay Atheists” on the Discord app, for allowing me to guest host this poetry reading available on their YouTube channel originally aired 5/22/23. Here is the link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_ikCkc7lWEIf you want to leave a comment to any poem, click on the BOLD title of the poem first, scroll to the bottom of the poem, and you should see a field to leave the comment in.
UPDATE EDIT AS OF 11/13/2024. I have a new account at Bluesky Soical under the handle @rationalpoet37.bsky.social . -
Amplified
Amplified, By Brian37(AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)
This thing, this grey matter
This albatross, this dead weight
This filing cabinet
This runner
Bicycle courier, broken spokes
Flat tire, no pump, all that data
Suffocated by that enforcer
Putting a plastic bag over my creativity
Why damn it! Why! Why! Why!
Why can’t I get it down, these words
Doled out like a blind black jack dealer
With no table, spilling the chips everywhere
And you cling to me, inside me
My city hall, office of records
Duplicate, triplicate, lost it
Shredded it, no record of it
I would pull that fire alarm
Just to get your attention
But you just put your feet up
On your desk, taking your time
To come to my office, your office
Our office, just to dump the file
Into the trash can, just to spite me
And there isn’t a thing I can do
Unless, I turn out the lights
Cut off the power
Burn the building down
Drop you off the roof
Hey, do you want to
Go out for a drink after work?
I know this great place
I know the bartender
He’ll give you all the free drinks
You want. And snacks? No problem
Bowls of your favorite pills
Take as many as you like
Don’t worry about the tab
It’s on the house. Tomorrow
You’ll get your severance pay
But don’t look for references.
(end)
This poem is about struggling with my maladies. I have A.D.D. and high anxiety, plus a brain that doesn’t do what I want it do to, when I want it to. It shoots through the roof when I am writing poetry, and can easily lose my thought, misspell a word and miss it, or completely lose my thought and sometimes even an entire poem. And although I have not been diagnosed, I also think I might have slight dyslexia. Not to mention this can cause me to be depressed.
The imagery is about my neurons in my brain. I imagine them as a bicycle courier company that is unorganized, misfiring, scattered and disjointed, and getting frustrated with myself. I will say one thing about this format on this page, it does help reduce my stress level by not being busy in looks, plus having spellcheck. Although even with spellcheck I still can miss something. -
My New Affair
My New Affair, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META AND @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)
My infection, inclination, subterranean
Shall it be, a warm bathtub sleep
Anxiety pills, whiskey on the rocks?
Did I ask you to ask? No, I am here
Reading your words, on the recommendation
From a lady who stuck her head in the oven
She thought highly of you, so why, why
This fascination, obsession, direction
To the carpenter’s questions, never asked
Never asks why, die, die, die
Is it that the razor blade is too dull?
Is it that you are not yet high enough to fall?
I am on that girder, in the skyline
Perched above the metropolis, eating my lunch of fear
Wondering why I am here, dear, my dear
It is no craft, it is criminal, this theft
Of my senses, drawing me in, with your poison
Creative poison, tumultuous, I could stir it
In my coffee, you look like you love coffee
Or is it tea? Anything, anything, will you
Just spend a little time with me, with me?
She won’t mind, she’s too busy
Being interviewed, or writing of giant statues
And prison camps, and pink fizz
And you walk in, grabbing me, dragging me
Into some sort of pact I have not agreed to
I just got here, slow down, I just met you
There you are, the pair of you
Whispering in my ears, “It is painless”
Hawkeye and Trapper sang of it
But for now, I want none of it
Just your company, that is it
Anne, Sylvia, don’t fight over me.
(end)This poem stems from my listening to a Sylvia Plath interview in which she said she like a fellow poet Anne Sexton. Unfortunately both of them respectively committed suicide, Sylvia in 63, and Anne in 74.
I’ve been seriously suicidal in the past myself. Not now, but been there. Their poetry I can so identify with. I reference both poet’s imagery in this poem. IE, “the carpenter” of Anne Sexton’s “Wanting To Die”. And Sylvia Plath’s “The Applicant” , “Colossus”, “Daddy” and “Cut”.
Of course this is an imaginary conversation with Anne, as if all three of us were at a party that Plath invited me to, and Anne tried to steal me from her. It is really dark in meaning, meaning the “pact” I did not agree to, being that they both committed suicide and I don’t want to kill myself.
“Hawkeye and Trapper were characters on the sitcom *M.A.S.H* and in the actual movie that lead to the tv show, the doctors sang a song called “Suicide Is Painless” which became the theme song, without the lyrics for the tv sitcom. -
Absent Of Torch
Absent of torch, by Brian37(AKA Brian James Rational Poet On FB and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)
She took the one you never had
Her father Bartholdi put it in her hand
Guiding the immigrants into the harbor
How long will she stand?
You, the ancient inspiration
Sea merchants and warships
Towering over the jetties
You guided them out and in
Parallel tug of rope sideways
Vertically, violently up and down
Thumb push puppet
Despite your washboard abs
The scholars of the day
Kept some of the Helios
Tradition mandated it so
Not to rebuild the final say
She took your crown
The tumulus mound
Her epic bereft
Following her father’s death
I’ve seen Lady Justice
Crumble and crash
But that was rigged
Luminaire avoided Lars’s head
In shambles and crumbles
Like salad croutons
Crushed and sprinkled
On the tasteless iceberg
That melted and wilted
You left on the counter
For your weekend adventure
The green olives turned black and red
And when you came back
Limp and useless
Tossed out like rubbish
In the trash can
Where was your head
That dreadful morning
When you decided
You’d rather be dead?
(end)This poem is based on Sylvia Plath’s “Colossus” and a not really about her dad, but her tragic life and death. She to me is Lady Liberty. Her poetry is my therapy. The ancient statue “Colossus of Rhodes” is what Lady Liberty in NYC is based on. Sometimes he is depicted with a torch, but most of the art I have seen with him, shows him without a torch. Thus the name of the poem.
The alleged ancient statue “Colossus of Rhodes” was reportedly destroyed in and earthquake. “Thumb push puppet” is a kids toy, it sits on a push bottom pedestal, you press the bottom of it inward, and the figure goes limp. The figure can be of a human or animal, but when you release the bottom of the toy the figure stands upright again. I am using the metaphor of Colossus being fragile despite being depicted as strong, and also suggesting that our Lady Liberty, is also fragile too, and while not likely to be taken down by an earthquake, our free society can be taken down by authoritarianism.
Plath’s suicide is also metaphor for me as to art dying. She will never know how free her poetry makes me feel. I wish she were still alive for me to tell her.
Metallica’s “And Justice For All” tour was amazing. It had two rigged statues of Lady Justice and The Statue Of Liberty on both sides of the stage, rigged to wobble and crumble towards the audience. And at another point, a light rig above Lars’s head was rigged to drop one end suddenly and swing just a couple feet over his head. Both events during the concert made people scream because they thought it was real. But this in this poem is saying that life is fragile and suicide is final.
Bartholdi is the artist who came up with the Statue Of Liberty design. -
I Went For My Cell
I Went For My Cell, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)
I was giddy, when
I clicked on my notifications
And read a Tweet from
A TV hero I admired
I reached for my cell
I was happy as hell
I was going to call you
But to no avail
It wasn’t the first time
I got excited
Wanting to share
My moment with you
But what could I do
You’d long since passed
I could only imagine
Your enthusiastic response
“Really? What did you say?
What did she say?”
I’d still be stuck on
“No way, no way”.
Then she’d calm me down
I’d slowly walk it through
The question I asked
And the celebrity’s answer too
I can imagine the smile
In her voice, the happiness
I can see the joy in her tone
As I told the story on my cell phone
But this didn’t happen at all
She never got that call
And now she never will
It is a vile pill
To know my mother is dead
I can’t get it through my head
I can’t share this thrill with her
I cant share that Tweet with her
I cant share a damned thing
I can’t make her cell phone ring
I cant call her and share my fun
I’m frustrated that she’s gone
I know she’d be giddy too
I know she’d beam with pride
I know she’d laugh smile
I reached for the cell and cried.
(end)
This poem is an amalgamation of how it felt and sometimes feels since my mom died in 2017, when I would call her up right after something good/fun/neat/silly/happy things happen and wanted to share it with her. I used to reach for my cell then hesitate and remember suddenly she was dead.
Fast forward to today almost 6 years later, I just got a Tweet from a actress who played a cop on one of my favorite shows in the 80s. Now while I didn’t reach for my phone instantly, like I used to, I always think of her when neat stuff happens. It is frustrating not being able to share these moments with her. But I do know she would have said, “What did you ask? How did she answer? That’s neat. Now come on over and take me to the dollar store.”
The “No way, no way” would be the excitement in my voice calling my mom saying “Holy shit mom, you won’t believe who Tweeted me”. Then her going “Slow down, I can’t understand you, what happened?” Then I would calm down and she’d go, “Really, that is so neat.”
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Rigor
Rigor, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37)
This chill,
This season
Is the ache
Of my bones
Of frosted
Windows
Garden widowed
Trills far off
Blooms of yet
Pollen and nectar
Await the buzz
I do not
Wander out
Winter’s grip
Makes a recluse
Of me
(end)
I am a homebody anyway, but my least favorite season is winter. -
After Party
After Party, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)
What are these party favors
The Evangelicals savor?
Why are they so excited
Over the rapture?
They can never give me
A number, as to how many
Friends this deity needs
Seems insecure to me
I cannot take them seriously
8 billion now living,
Billions more in our history
Have died consistently
Some say only 100,000 or so
But the truth has always been
They don’t really know
This mythology really shows
And what does it speak of them
To want our world to end
Genocide of mankind
In order for them to win
Cruel vindictive God
Leader of this mob
If your only crime
Is not falling in line
What will go on up there
For eternity, mindless prostrate
Worship of one being
I don’t want to be
Part of such a gang
Violence is their plan
Words of a madman
After party scam.
(end)
Evangelicals are nuts with their End Times rapture garbage. They love speaking for a being they cannot prove exists, but also at the same time cant tell me even a ballpark figure as to how many humans will get into this after party after God fries his toys he doesn’t like and kills all life besides his minions including innocent animals.
And that means outside this vindictive narcissist’s click, everyone else has to suffer for the “select few” to go up to heaven to do what? Kiss his ass forever? If this alleged being is “all powerful” it should not need anything, including worship. If it needs anything, including worship, then that is a deficit making this alleged being incomplete, thus not “all powerful” or “perfect”.
We live in a very violent universe, with exploding and collapsing stars, asteroids, comets, black holes, supernovas and such. And on this planet we have had had 5 mass extinction events as to which 99% of life is now extinct and what we see today is only 1% that survived.
An average of 50 to 60 million humans die from everything every day, from in the womb, stillborn, in childhood, all the way up to old age, and death from disease, famine, war, crime, death from everything.
That alone says to me there is no super cognition helping humans and if we want to help humanity, only we have that power. But to stick in this sick story of claiming the only way one can have happiness forever is for everyone else to die violently and be tortured forever for not kissing this being’s ass, is sick.
The good news is such a sky monster does not exist. The bad news is that there are humans wanting this self fulfilling prophecy to happen. That mentality is a threat to my existence while I am alive. -
Sacred Places
Sacred Places, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)
The masses lavish you
With praise, lavish you
With worship, build
Houses for you
That should be safe
Places. The churches
Mosques and Synagogues
For prayer and friendly
Faces. These sacred buildings
Should be fortresses, impervious
To threats of violence, bombings
Mass murder, stabbings, even
Acts of nature. Hurricanes
Tornados, flooding. Allegedly
“All Powerful”, yet you’re selective
Or you watch and do nothing
While these faithful die
In your house, while it burns
From hateful bigots. Is their labor
Not worthy, their time, your glory?
Are they just props, in your play
The destruction your game
All buildings the same
Your rage you won’t tame
Or could it be, these places
We see, have no powers
To be, and humans just need
A mere fantasy?
(End)
In my lifetime I see tons of stories of holy places being destroyed in acts of nature, and acts of violence.
You are reading this particular poem because one of my favorite poets and followers here Ellie, was terrorized in a church by men wielding knives who damaged their musical instruments but did not hurt anyone. Fortunately she is ok. So this is a poem I wrote from a personal perspective because it pisses me off that someone threatened and terrorized my friend.
Now having said that, please understand this is also for me, strictly about how logic works, and I don’t hate a fictional being. I am merely arguing against the logic as to why people think objects such as buildings have some magical power, when it is obvious with events like this they do not.
I hope they catch the fuckers. -
I have only 2 Twitter accounts.
Not a poem, just a reminder. I only have two Twitter accounts.
1…. “RationalPoet@Brianrrs37
2….. “Brian@rationalpoet37”
I have no other Twitter accounts.
On Tribel my handle is “Brian James Rational Poet” @rationalpoet.
On Facebook/META “Brian James Rational Poet”.
The website my poetry started out on is http://www.rationalresponders.com, my user name there is “Brian37”.
All my poetry mentioned on those pages apply to this blog and are solely my property. -
Steam
Steam, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)
Darting thoughts
Dragonfly hover
Dreams dwell
Under the canopyCoiled tongue
Springs out
Sticking fancy
On the pageThe reader
Entrapped
Story rapped
Summer steamAfter the rain
Rises from green
Lazy swing
In the hammockButterflies dance
Starlings take flight
Sultry day
Leads to night
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Stealthy
Stealthy, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)
Recalcitrant
Lying in shadows
Scent of prey
Night’s display
Panther’s claws
Tiger’s jaw
Cobra’s bite
Venom’s knife
Scorpion’s life
I found my love
Whom I thought of
White olive dove
Branching out
Peace to me
Easily stealthy
Crouching ready
My knees queasy
Desire uneasy
I was not sturdy
Both in a hurry
Crash on the sand
Ocean’s command
Island we land
Lust at hand.