• Welcome to Brian James Rational Poet’s poetry blog

    Welcome to my poetry blog. I love reading Plath and Sexton and Dickenson and Maya. But to me, the best poets I have read are the unknows. The giants are great for sure, but the friends and locals and groups are a joy to participate in. I encourage everyone who writes poetry to be themselves. It is ok to have influences, but you should always in the end be yourself. There is only one them, and only one you.

    Let words be your canvas, show them the raw you, in all your happiness and sadness. Show them your love of nature, and empathy and kindness, but also make them think, provoke, even blaspheme. The poet’s job to me, is to never be shy or timid, but use every word in your vocabulary to paint the best pictures you can. Paint your sunrises, your sunsets, your romance, your fears. Paint your insecurities, your addictions, your successes, your tears.

    This blog is dedicated to my late mother Jane. She was my biggest supporter and never let me fall through the cracks. While she was a bit of an authoritarian growing up, that all melted away in her late years, and we grew as close as any parent child could. We had so much fun with our silly car games and rubber duckies, and counting the trees. And our wordplay games, and our thumb wrestling. And forget Yahtzee and backgammon, she always kicked my…… at that. I love you mom. I miss you horribly.

    And also my late best friend ever, Bob. He unfortunately passed away in 2017. He lived in Australia, he was a science geek, and he taught me a lot about debate, and some science. I can only grasp overall concepts, not real nitty gritty details. But he most importantly made me feel comfortable in my own skin. I miss you too Bob.

    Then there is this annoying guy from Okleeee homa, who says “tators”, and “videeeaaaa” instead of “video”. And don’t get John started on banjos. He is my best friend and he is always there for me, and I love that redneck.

    And also Dwayne, Stacey and Vicki. You saved my life all of you. Thank you.

    All poetry posted by me on this website is attached to RationalPoet@brianrrs37, handle “RationalPoet” on Twitter ,as well as “Brian James Rational Poet” on Facebook/ META. And is subject to copywrite on all my pages.

    A Special thanks to Brian Sapient of Rational Responders http://www.rationalresponders.com for hosting my poetry thread for so long. Thank you.

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    This poetry blog may contain some material that may be considered sensitive to some viewers. Reader discretion advised.

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    “RationalPoet@brianrrs37”
    AND
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    I have also joined Facebook/META poetry group “Facebook Poetry Society” Under “Brian James Rational Poet”

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    NEW EDIT………


    A special thanks to Zaylen of “Okay Atheists” on the Discord app, for allowing me to guest host this poetry reading available on their YouTube channel originally aired 5/22/23. Here is the link
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_ikCkc7lWE

    If you want to leave a comment to any poem, click on the BOLD title of the poem first, scroll to the bottom of the poem, and you should see a field to leave the comment in.

    UPDATE EDIT AS OF 11/13/2024. I have a new account at Bluesky Soical under the handle @rationalpoet37.bsky.social .

     

     

  • Transgressed,

    Transgressed, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    “Look what I did for you”
    I, the third party
    Took your autonomy from you

    How is it altruistic
    To demand worship
    Under threat of hellfire?

    To make oneself
    The center of attention
    And they fail to mention

    He doesn’t stay dead
    To call this a “sacrifice”
    Clandestine myth of vice

    Is erroneous, sanctimonious
    To do, without reward
    Is the real accord

    “Look what I did for you”
    Eve I scapegoated too
    Broken at birth, askew

    I made you, I blame you
    I shame you, I beat you
    I lie and say I love you

    A little parlor trick
    Hanging on a stick
    Just a pin prick

    The stalker
    With gun to your head
    Love me or I’ll shoot you dead

    Sleeping with the enemy
    Praying for eternity
    Tortured for his vanity.
    (end)

    How is it a sacrifice if you don’t stay dead? How is it altruistic if you are seeking fame and attention? And while forgiving isn’t always a bad thing, a third party does not get to tell me who I have to forgive.

    The entire Jesus myth of his death is immoral to me. First off, it is worshiping an act of torture. I find that sick. Secondly, his only being allegedly dead for not even three days, but Friday eve to Sunday morning, would be a day and a half at best. But he doesn’t stay dead. The myth reads more like a magic stage act were the lady gets sawed in half and put back together.

    And how is this a “sacrifice” if he doesn’t stay dead? I say a real “sacrifice” were the soldiers of D-day who did so not seeking fame or worship nor had a religion started in their name, and they stayed dead. That to me is a real sacrifice.



  • Acquiesce

    Acquiesce, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    There is no solace
    For the terminal
    Grim wonderment

    The concoctions
    Of other worlds
    Of an afterlife

    Stress and fear
    Linger near
    Even on a face of the brave

    There is no solace
    In the unknown
    When the pulse is gone

    What lies beyond
    Is the same
    As that before

    The rest is lore
    You breath no more
    Look up to the sky

    Look down at the floor
    Hands clasped together
    Content as a beggar

    You try to bargain
    To no avail, told your story
    They mourn and wail

    There is no solace
    For the honest
    The only option

    That is certain
    Is to acquiesce
    To the inevitable

    To be valued
    To be loved
    To be remembered

    There is no other reward.
    (end)




  • The Carpenter, (A throwback re print)

    The Carpenter, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    Ian interrupted me
    A minor inconvenience
    Considering what he flattened

    Like a steam roller
    But he did force me
    To go on another date

    With you, laying on
    Your crushed clovers
    Your special language

    And that garage
    Full of tools, tools
    You didn’t use

    Blades, saws, things electric
    Why not the bathtub?
    Or high bridge, or traffic?

    Or swim in heavy cloths?
    Some carpenter you are
    What carpenter uses park?

    That medicine cabinet
    Is mad at you
    It had a date

    With your liquor cabinet
    You had your mind set
    No sconces, candle holders

    No cutting boards
    Your wrists, were longing
    You gave them not

    The attention they wanted
    But you, betrayed the carpenter
    Who was not interested in building

    You were going to be his apprentice
    But you didn’t need one, did you?
    You improvised, with four wheels

    That never moved, with shut door
    Smog that would make Los Angeles jealous
    And it gave you that slumber, you longed for

    Who was it? Who discovered you
    Limp, ivory or blue, or both?
    A China doll, motionless, pristine

    Obscene. Were your eyes open?
    The carpenter never used that
    As a tool for your escape,

    You broke the rules.
    (end)

    Hurricane Ian hit my home. I made it through, but the power went out so I used the time to read and write, and came up with this poem about the suicide of Anne Sexton. She unfortunately did the car in the garage thing.

    This is a poem about the suicide of Anne Sexton. The “clover” reference is about a poem she is laying in a yard looking up at the nighttime sky. That represents her positive creativity to me, in that poem. But contrasted with one of her most famous poems “Wanting To Die” in which she describes the suicidal as a “carpenter” only interested in the tool to do the job, and not interested in building anything.

    Once again, if you are feeling suicidal, talk to someone, a trusted friend or family member, or call a suicide hotline, or 9-1-1. You really are not alone. There are people willing to listen, and want to help.

  • Emergency Alert

    Emergency Alert, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    The enemy is us
    Our species
    We think
    We are special
    But the planet
    Will bring us
    To our knees
    Our deforestation
    And burning oil
    Breakneck consumption
    Earth will spoil
    Fighting increasing
    The button’s near
    Mushroom cloud
    We should be aware.
    (end)

  • Seeing It Coming

    Seeing It Coming, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrss37 on Twitter)

    To look in their eyes
    Knowing the clock
    Does not care
    You don’t know

    The exact second
    Of when, even if where
    I watched an episode
    Jo the friend of Blair

    She had a teacher
    She became close to
    However she was
    Unaware

    She was dying
    And when Jo found out
    She had to face her
    The pain and endless crying

    In the presence
    Of the loved in decline
    The courage of facing
    The last tick of time

    This episode brutal
    Yet compassionate
    And kind, reminded
    Me of my mother

    In her last days alive
    In the face of oblivion
    Her only worry was me
    Her only son

    And I was the one
    To hold her hand
    In her last hours
    To comfort her

    Knowing death towered
    The escape no one gets
    But to have that life with her
    Absolutely no regrets.
    (end)

    Today I was watching an old rerun of “The Facts Of Life” and Jo became close friends with an English teacher and at first, as the script goes, thought the teacher was moving to another school for more money, but it turned out the teacher was dying.

    My mom has been gone for 6 years now, but watching that episode tore me up, because I know the feeling of seeing those facing death, and it is a horrifying feeling to know what they must be facing, but also the courage to be there for them in their last moments. You do the crying alone. Truth was, she was always braver than me. I knew she was afraid, but in her last weeks she was more concerned about me than anything else.

  • Lipstick Face

    Lipstick Face, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    She traced her face
    On the mirror
    Flowing hair
    One eye with tear

    No one
    Diagnosed her
    But everyone
    Had her to fear

    Under the radar
    No one wanted to see
    How dangerous she was
    In the end she went too far

    No record
    At time of buy
    They couldn’t
    Take it from her

    She sent many
    A warning sign
    But she couldn’t
    Be stopped in time

    Wet cloths
    In the dresser
    Rotted meat
    In the refrigerator

    Laurie took her pain
    Into a grade school room
    Something snapped in her
    A child met his doom

    Wade in the blood
    It happens far to much
    Lipstick on the mirror
    Another kick in the gut

    The cowards on the right
    Refuse to stand up and fight
    The epic firearm death
    Happening day and night

    This happened in 88
    Countless have met their fate
    The death toll keeps on rising
    At an alarming rate.
    (end)

    I have insomnia so I decided to see if I could find an old Valarie Bertinelli TV movie. But I had forgotten the plot. All I remember was that she portrayed a real mentally ill person. I remember the scene where she promised her husband she was going to change and she got all dressed up, cleaned the house, got dinner ready for him. But when he went to his dresser all his cloths were wet. I had forgotten the gun part and the killing part. But now it infuriates me even more because nothing has solved the firearm violence epidemic since.

    But there were lots of hints even before that something was not right with Laurie Dann (played by Valarie Bertinelli). The real husband warned police that she had purchased a gun. But the law at the time could not confiscate it from her. Laurie Dann went into grade school classroom and shot several kids, of which one boy died.

    After leaving the school she crossed the neighborhood and took a mother and son hostage. Initially she let the mother go, but shot the son, he managed to escape and survived. Laurie Dann ended up committing suicide on the second floor of the house she ran into.

    The TV movie is called “Murder Of Innocence” staring Valarie Bertinelli. It is an unfortunate reminder that the GOP and the gun industry obstruct or gut any safety laws that could prevent events like this.

    And here we are again, just like Virginia Tech, now Nashville, decades since 1988. These fuckers keep saying “Just keep them out of the wrong hands”, but nothing gets done and more people needlessly die.

    “Lipstick Face” as the title is based on the images portrayed in the movie, which I would guess were based on family and police reports where she traced her face in the mirror with lipstick and a tear in one eye.

  • Not a poem but important news.

    The orange turd has been indicted for campaign finance fraud. Felony charge. It is about fucking time.

  • Velocity

    Velocity, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    The wake of a boat
    Pushes the water aside
    Leaving an arrow shape
    Behind

    Now imagine something
    Something high speed
    Maybe 900 feet per second
    Or 3 thousand feet per second

    Traveling through your body
    Creating the same wake
    A boat would make
    But blowing your flesh aside

    Inside, like an apple core
    Or worse, like a grenade
    Your death is certainly made
    This is reality, no arcade

    This is what
    A bullet can do
    If you are unlucky
    And one hits you

    I have seen on tape
    Budd Dwyer meet his demise
    Opened his mouth
    Put the 357 inside

    The back of his head
    Flew apart,
    Guns are not toys
    They are not an art

    I remember the doctor
    Describe the damage
    After Uvalde
    Of the kid’s bodies

    400 million
    Of all types
    In civilian hands
    Take more lives

    If you find pride
    In deadly tools
    If you use “enthusiast”
    To describe this muse

    Go to the morgue
    Spend a few hours to
    See what the M.E. sees
    And doctors too.

    Have you ever heard
    Of comedian Gallagher
    His giant mallet
    Smashing watermelon act?

    Well here is the fact
    There is no rewind
    On a trigger, shredding
    Organs bullets deliver

    High capacity
    High velocity
    Flooded market
    Leads to misery.
    (end)

    This is my what number in two weeks about this subject? I AM FUCKING TIRED OF WRITING THESE.






  • No More Heros

    No More Heros. By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    An E.R. Doctor
    After the Navy Yard massacre
    Pleaded with the public
    To put her out of business

    We rightfully praise
    The officers of Nashville
    But the conditions we tolerate
    Put them in that position

    Wouldn’t it be nice
    If doctors, didn’t have
    To say sorry, just for a family
    To burry another victim?

    Wouldn’t it be nice
    If officers didn’t have to
    Face an armed public
    And could make it home at night?

    Dayton Ohio
    And a 100 round drum clip
    32 seconds later
    9 innocent people dead.

    Why should a teacher die
    Much less a little guy
    Why should a doctor plead
    Why should cops be on scene?

    We know what
    The problem has been
    Our vetting laws are hollow
    The violence never ends.

    The altruistic hero
    Is one of last resort
    We should not be eager
    To want them to report

    To make them the default
    A reactionary measure
    When vetting at time of buy
    Would be far far better.
    (end)

    I am sick of every time a mass shooting happens we talk about the heroism of the brave people that tried to stop it. It isn’t a failure on their part, it is a societal failure of decades in letting one industry and one lobby hold the nation hostage.

    I visited Brisbane Australia twice two weeks each two years in a row. I was out late at night a few times, but even in heavy city traffic during the day, I heard no police sirens, no ambulance sirens. Brisbane is the type of place that if you drop your purse or wallet, it won’t get stolen. You don’t have to worry about getting your head blown off in public. They have a very low gun death rate. I fail to see why we cant do the same things here.

    Why is it we are letting people with a fetish hold us hostage? Why should doctors and police and EMT have to see and respond to the blood and guts every day? It isn’t even close in other ally countries.

    Australia is not a dictatorship, neither is England, or Germany, or Canada or Japan. Those countries do not have a sick obsession with an object, we do. And our heros are constantly facing the results of blood and guts and PTSD for the survivors when the reality is if the gun shops and factories actually cared where their products end up, we would not have to have so many heros.





  • The Things Not Seen

    The Things Not Seen, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    Oh how they prattle
    On about the invisible
    That this all powerful
    Mysterious ways are knowable

    It is inconceivable
    To the fervent faithful
    That their life is finite
    Their book is empty promises

    The fool’s gold, the pyrite
    They look at the sky at night
    The pretty stars of speckled light
    If no God to cause, gives them a fright

    If such to question
    They will scorn
    You owe this being
    For being born

    This thing not seen
    Consumes their life
    If others don’t follow
    They cause you strife

    The projection of
    Their own egos
    Insecurities
    Languished throws

    Cast in fire
    Down below
    Hollow threats
    They bestow

    The things unseen
    Of this I know
    Antiquity’s ignorance
    Wrapped in a bow.
    (end)

    I think this is self explanatory.