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Welcome to Brian James Rational Poet’s poetry blog
Welcome to my poetry blog. I love reading Plath and Sexton and Dickenson and Maya. But to me, the best poets I have read are the unknows. The giants are great for sure, but the friends and locals and groups are a joy to participate in. I encourage everyone who writes poetry to be themselves. It is ok to have influences, but you should always in the end be yourself. There is only one them, and only one you.
Let words be your canvas, show them the raw you, in all your happiness and sadness. Show them your love of nature, and empathy and kindness, but also make them think, provoke, even blaspheme. The poet’s job to me, is to never be shy or timid, but use every word in your vocabulary to paint the best pictures you can. Paint your sunrises, your sunsets, your romance, your fears. Paint your insecurities, your addictions, your successes, your tears.
This blog is dedicated to my late mother Jane. She was my biggest supporter and never let me fall through the cracks. While she was a bit of an authoritarian growing up, that all melted away in her late years, and we grew as close as any parent child could. We had so much fun with our silly car games and rubber duckies, and counting the trees. And our wordplay games, and our thumb wrestling. And forget Yahtzee and backgammon, she always kicked my…… at that. I love you mom. I miss you horribly.
And also my late best friend ever, Bob. He unfortunately passed away in 2017. He lived in Australia, he was a science geek, and he taught me a lot about debate, and some science. I can only grasp overall concepts, not real nitty gritty details. But he most importantly made me feel comfortable in my own skin. I miss you too Bob.
Then there is this annoying guy from Okleeee homa, who says “tators”, and “videeeaaaa” instead of “video”. And don’t get John started on banjos. He is my best friend and he is always there for me, and I love that redneck.
And also Dwayne, Stacey and Vicki. You saved my life all of you. Thank you.
All poetry posted by me on this website is attached to RationalPoet@brianrrs37, handle “RationalPoet” on Twitter ,as well as “Brian James Rational Poet” on Facebook/ META. And is subject to copywrite on all my pages.
A Special thanks to Brian Sapient of Rational Responders http://www.rationalresponders.com for hosting my poetry thread for so long. Thank you.
AND….. YOU are more than welcome to share this link on your social media. Especially Meta and Twitter, but your own social media too. Any help bringing traffic here is more than welcome. THANK YOU. You may not publish individual poems without my express permission. Any links to my poetry must be credited to me.This poetry blog may contain some material that may be considered sensitive to some viewers. Reader discretion advised.
Now, everyone, grab your popcorn, glass of wine, and watch me make a fool of myself. Enjoy.
HEADS UP….. THERE ARE PEOPLE MIMICKING MY TWITTER ACCOUNTS……
I only have two Twitter/X accounts. Twitter has now changed it’s name to “X”. So all poetry in this site referencing Twitter is also including the new name “X”.
“RationalPoet@brianrrs37”
AND
“Brian@rationalpoet37”
I have also joined Facebook/META poetry group “Facebook Poetry Society” Under “Brian James Rational Poet”
Also I just joined http://www.allpoetry.com under the user name “RationalPoet37”THERE ARE MORE PAGES. WHEN YOU GET TO THE BOTTOM OF EACH PAGE, in mice print….. It says “Next Page”. <—-CLICK ON THAT.
NEW EDIT………
A special thanks to Zaylen of “Okay Atheists” on the Discord app, for allowing me to guest host this poetry reading available on their YouTube channel originally aired 5/22/23. Here is the link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_ikCkc7lWEIf you want to leave a comment to any poem, click on the BOLD title of the poem first, scroll to the bottom of the poem, and you should see a field to leave the comment in.
UPDATE EDIT AS OF 11/13/2024. I have a new account at Bluesky Soical under the handle @rationalpoet37.bsky.social . -
Stanthorpe
Stanthorpe, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)
Not quite the outback
But the edge of the bush
Slightly hilly in places
Aussie Mayberry you’d say
I took a ride in a side car
On my host’s motorcycle
He whizzed around corners
Zig zagging while I sat low
Two nights in a row
I spent there at their
Bed and breakfast
Their backyard my boon
My insomnia
Brought no gloom
I sat all night
In the lawn chair
Staring up
At the clear sky
The beaming moon
Charlotte must have been
Her name, those dazzling
Children, in the millions
I had never seen
So many, crowded
No elbow room
No city glare
To block my view
The stars all knew
I was looking at you
And your children too
Waving hi to me
Pristine quietude
Contemplating nothing
In awe and wonder
Glimmering shower
Cosmos white
Rind stones
Down under
If upside down
Then why, why
Couldn’t I
Fall into them
Hug them
Be swarmed by them
Beaming Charlotte
Bending space/time
You slowly creep away
Daylight robs me again.
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I visited Stanthorpe in Queensland Australia, which is a tiny Mayberry type place, you could say. One day my host took me on a motorcycle ride which had a side car. It was neat sitting that low, but I can honestly say he did take some of the corners a bit too fast for me.
Anyway the highlight for me, and I am really not into small rural towns. But that time of year the clear night time sky was absolutely full of stars, I really had never seen so many. I really didn’t care about sleep at that point. I sat in the chair, drank my beer, smoked my cigarettes, and just looked up. My mind calm and at ease and really comforting. It was amazing. -
Pele Meets Prometheus
Pele Meets Prometheus, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)
Mammy Fire
Dwarf Corkscrew
Hibiscus corona color
The acropolis
Wants to meet her
The chimney sweep
Has no chance
Forever the flickers dance
Diamond Head
Plato’s homestead
Nero burned Rome
But left Athens aloneSiva Afi
Across the ocean
Their eyes meet
Kindred kindle
The flint is sparked
The satin floats
The heat of flesh
Their bodies mesh
The monk immolates
Joan tied to the stake
It’s all a protest
They cant resist
White dots
Sparkle at midnight
Emotions crackle
Spectators Orion
Little and big
Neither wear the fig
Two octopi
Intertwined
Oxygen
Fuels them
5 alarms
Smoke detector
Dejected
It’s given up
It knows this pair
Will never stop.
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North Atlantic Krakatoa
North Atlantic Krakatoa, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)
#molten rock
The hot cold
Of isolation
Burning nothing
Blistering everything
On an island
Surrounded by
Icebergs cutting
Into your side
Salty hypothermia
Bleeding lifeboats
That are not there
Molten dry ice
Your tears
Nobody hears.
It’s been somewhat
40 years since
Pat belted out
Lines of cold shoulders
And fevers tonight
And not giving in
You want to give me
Your love
But Leonardo
The king of the world
Died, and it is love
To you,
That has lied.
(end)
Of course the title is metaphor for the hot and cold extremes, and our emotions while in love. There are the obvious references to the Titanic here of course. “Pat” is referring to “Pat Benatar” and her song “Fire And Ice”.
Krakatoa is in Indonesia. And of course the Titanic sank in the North Atlantic. -
Garble De Goo
Garble De Goo, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)
In a couple of days
I just might ask
A question of youAt that point
My heart will race
My chest will pound
Incoherent
Will be my sound
You are you
You know who you are
I know this is silly
For you to make me giddy
One leg at a time
That’s what they say
About pants
But that doesn’t matter
You are you
I’ll be flustered through
My words trip wires
Spilling off my tongue
Like molasses, dripping
Spittle, star struck stupor
You are you
What do I do
What do I say
Garble de goo
My Brian name is
Meet to nice you
I you, you, um, um
Garble de goo
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
What to do
You are you
Everyone knows you
I say don’t what you say
To you, it’s garble de goo
Relax you say?
No way, no way
You are you
All I have is garble de goo.
(end)
I have long since accepted that the famous people one might run into are just people like you. They hold no special powers, they need food, and have emotions and family and do the bathroom business just like you.
And I also know that they are not your personal friends either. Liking someone’s work, say their sports, their acting, their comedy, their paintings, their business, their work, only means you like their work. You are not their family, you are not their friends. If you are blurring that line then you need help, that kind of projection is not good.
Having said that, though, even when you are well adjusted, and you know they are not your family or friends, and you simply like their work. Even I still can get star struck at the prospect of meeting someone of whom you like their work.
I made a complete fool of myself once when I met one of my favorite authors Christopher Hitchens, asked for his autograph but did not have anything for him to sign my Evolve Fish license plate. I stumbled my words trying tell him I’d be right back.
Ok fast forward to today. In a couple of days I may have a chance to ask one of my favorite actresses from my childhood a question. Fortunately it will be submitted in text so I don’t have to worry about my speech. But the prospect of her saying my name directing her answer to me through her page, well, lets just say I could die a happy man minutes later. -
At the bottom of each page.
Another heads up. I keep my page simple. At the bottom of each page there is an unfortunately tiny print that reads “Next Page”. I wish it were bigger but I am afraid to screw with it. I lost a couple of posts when I first set this page up the first day playing around with the format. So I am very timid messing with things. Point is if you want to get to the next page, just look at the bottom of each page in the center “Next page”.
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Stats not a poem
I just looked at my all time views. Get this. 5 view originating from Saudi Arabia. Holy crap. I don’t care if it is the same person 5 times. It just proves they do not have a tight lid as they might think. And whomever is the individual viewing my page from that country, stay safe. I have seen other people on other social media who live in fear and silence that live there but express on line they wish they could change things. I will always value anyone from any country who values freedom and art and poetry. I hate that people like in China, or Cuba have to live in fear of arrest or injury or even death for expressing opinions country to political leaders or the state.
I wish Saudi Arabia and Iran would lose their theocracies and get with the western world and open up. Especially for the welfare and education of their girls and women.
It saddens me to see here in America the growing control over the lives of females, and the rising anti intellectual anti science growing on the right. I am very blasphemous of every religion, even including Jews and Hinduism and Buddhism. As well as Islam.
Having said that, my biggest priority is human rights above and beyond my personal positions on what someone else might claim. I abhor violence. I was bullied as a kid for being different, for being sensitive. So I can only imagine what it is like for someone risking their lives in closed dictatorships and theocracies to even look at something like my poetry here.
But claims to me are just that, claims, until they gain universal consensus through scientific method and independent peer review. And the truth is, be you Jewish or Hindu or Buddhist or Christian or Muslim. Be you born in China or Argentina, or Kenya or Australia or Japan, or Mexico we all started out as the same species in our current form, in Africa some 200,000 plus years ago, long before politics and religion were written ideas. Long before the idea of nations.
OUR DNA is the same. Our differences are only that which we mostly get sold from birth, long before we can formulate adult critical thinking skills. I think most humans are good. But unfortunately we also far to often tend to hide behind bullies out of fear of the other, and we like any other species are tribal.
I fear for my liberal friends in Iran who are fighting for female equality. I fear for Saudis who do not like living in their theocracy. I fear for Chinese citizens who can be yanked off the street and be held for years over trivial things or disappear completely. I fear for those in North Korea who secretly hate Un but have to live in silence. I fear for Russians who fear Putin and also have family who live in Ukraine. I fear for Ukrainians who live in occupied territory.
I feel sad when I think about these things. But I also think of John Lennon’s song Imagine, and that lets me know there are good people in every nation, and it is only the greedy and those who lust for power that oppress others. Stay safe Saudi reader/s, stay free in your thoughts as well. Your brains belong to you, and you are allowed to use them independently. -
Heads up to all readers.
I greatly appreciate all the readers following me, and if you want to spread THE LINK, only, not my e-mail, just my link, I am fine with that. I am following several of you. But all the pages are different and I am sometimes having a hard time finding where to click to comment. Do not think I am indifferent or not reading your works. I am, it is just that with diverse looking pages, sometimes navigation is hard for me.
I am simple black and white here with only two options because it really is only one page. I have A.D.D. so this kind of simplicity for me helps me keep better track of things on my end. -
To Never Try
To Never Try , By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)
To never try
Is worse to die
Pain is the refrain
Of trying and failing
Fluttering and flailing
Mourning and wailing
Wilted petals aging
Withering, decaying
Dismay fills the morning
Cup, the sunlight
Wakes you up
And you don’t want to.Tattered
Is plaid
And Paisley
Salvador Dali
Melting clock
Jackson Pollack
The broken heart
Shattered vase
Blistered blooms
Earthquake dooms
The lover’s gloom
Destine to
The cliffs you choose -
Wood Chipper
Wood Chipper, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet On FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)
She once wrote
She ate them like air
The same could be said
Of me, to be fair
I think of the fair
I longed for, dreamed of
Entangled in embrace
They’d all have shredded me
Put me in my place
Jaclyn I’d meet at a bar
She’d look at me
I’d not get that far
Bacall, would roll her eyes
Or say, “Well thank you
You seem like a nice guy
But”
Tanya and her red hair
Streetwise Julie
Killer view, she knew
A wood chipper
She’d put me through
Plath would read
My poetry too
“Brian, Brian
What did you do?”
If I ran into them
In my youth
In my twenties
I’d be confetti
Dead brush, sawed off
Limbs, buzzsaw, sawdust
With soft lips
A wisp soft blow
Into the wind
I would float
On the ocean
Adrift, not noticed
Nowhere to go
Mulch in the garden
Blooming with “no”.
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I am not putting myself down, but just being honest, I was not a good looking teen, or in my twenties. I was very intimidated by attractive women. I suffered lots of rejection in high school and in my 20s.
But the good thing about getting old is that you outgrow those things. I wasn’t always rejected, I did have 4 girlfriends at different times for different lengths before meeting my now x wife. I haven’t dated in 22 years. I look back at all that now, and I really was not being put through a “wood chipper”
It simply amounted to you cant help whom you are initially attracted to and you cant force someone to be attracted to you.
But when I did see someone I was attracted to, I really felt scared in approaching them. That was not them, that was me, that was my insecurity. The fact that I finally did date and get married means that being rejected isn’t the worst thing in the world, and it does not make them a bad person for turning you down.
I can say however. Even if got to just say hi to Jacklyn Smith or Tanya Roberts, I would still get tongue tied. Just like I did when I met Christopher Hitchens. In this case now, it would not be sexual attraction, just admiration of their work. Same with Plath and Sexton.
This poem is more satire than anything now. It more reflects looking back at how cruel my own insecurities caused me self inflicted pain, but I had no way of knowing what I know now.
“A wisp, soft blow”
Is like when you get some sort of dust on your hands and blow it away off your hands. The quick rejection of “no thanks” felt like being that dust or baking flower in the palm of her hands just blowing me off politely. Not mean just, being gentle. It would still feel like a wood chipper to me though. -
The Cheerleader
The Cheerleader, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)
I was sitting behind her
In the very next row
But I might as well have
Been in another stadium
In another country
Quiet fear, looking
At her perfect symmetry
And jet black hair
But I did not dare
Speak a word
Though my silent screams
Were louder than thunder
I couldn’t ask her