• Welcome to Brian James Rational Poet’s poetry blog

    Welcome to my poetry blog. I love reading Plath and Sexton and Dickenson and Maya. But to me, the best poets I have read are the unknows. The giants are great for sure, but the friends and locals and groups are a joy to participate in. I encourage everyone who writes poetry to be themselves. It is ok to have influences, but you should always in the end be yourself. There is only one them, and only one you.

    Let words be your canvas, show them the raw you, in all your happiness and sadness. Show them your love of nature, and empathy and kindness, but also make them think, provoke, even blaspheme. The poet’s job to me, is to never be shy or timid, but use every word in your vocabulary to paint the best pictures you can. Paint your sunrises, your sunsets, your romance, your fears. Paint your insecurities, your addictions, your successes, your tears.

    This blog is dedicated to my late mother Jane. She was my biggest supporter and never let me fall through the cracks. While she was a bit of an authoritarian growing up, that all melted away in her late years, and we grew as close as any parent child could. We had so much fun with our silly car games and rubber duckies, and counting the trees. And our wordplay games, and our thumb wrestling. And forget Yahtzee and backgammon, she always kicked my…… at that. I love you mom. I miss you horribly.

    And also my late best friend ever, Bob. He unfortunately passed away in 2017. He lived in Australia, he was a science geek, and he taught me a lot about debate, and some science. I can only grasp overall concepts, not real nitty gritty details. But he most importantly made me feel comfortable in my own skin. I miss you too Bob.

    Then there is this annoying guy from Okleeee homa, who says “tators”, and “videeeaaaa” instead of “video”. And don’t get John started on banjos. He is my best friend and he is always there for me, and I love that redneck.

    And also Dwayne, Stacey and Vicki. You saved my life all of you. Thank you.

    All poetry posted by me on this website is attached to RationalPoet@brianrrs37, handle “RationalPoet” on Twitter ,as well as “Brian James Rational Poet” on Facebook/ META. And is subject to copywrite on all my pages.

    A Special thanks to Brian Sapient of Rational Responders http://www.rationalresponders.com for hosting my poetry thread for so long. Thank you.

    AND….. YOU are more than welcome to share this link on your social media. Especially Meta and Twitter, but your own social media too. Any help bringing traffic here is more than welcome. THANK YOU. You may not publish individual poems without my express permission. Any links to my poetry must be credited to me.

    This poetry blog may contain some material that may be considered sensitive to some viewers. Reader discretion advised.

    Now, everyone, grab your popcorn, glass of wine, and watch me make a fool of myself. Enjoy.

    HEADS UP….. THERE ARE PEOPLE MIMICKING MY TWITTER ACCOUNTS……

    I only have two Twitter/X accounts. Twitter has now changed it’s name to “X”. So all poetry in this site referencing Twitter is also including the new name “X”.

    “RationalPoet@brianrrs37”
    AND
    “Brian@rationalpoet37”

    I have also joined Facebook/META poetry group “Facebook Poetry Society” Under “Brian James Rational Poet”

    Also I just joined http://www.allpoetry.com under the user name “RationalPoet37”

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    NEW EDIT………


    A special thanks to Zaylen of “Okay Atheists” on the Discord app, for allowing me to guest host this poetry reading available on their YouTube channel originally aired 5/22/23. Here is the link
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_ikCkc7lWE

    If you want to leave a comment to any poem, click on the BOLD title of the poem first, scroll to the bottom of the poem, and you should see a field to leave the comment in.

    UPDATE EDIT AS OF 11/13/2024. I have a new account at Bluesky Soical under the handle @rationalpoet37.bsky.social .

     

     

  • Spitfire Girl

    Spitfire Girl, By Brian37(Now transitioning MTF as Jackie Leigh) (Also known as Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    Spitfire Girl,

    BF-109 , Messerschmitt
    Looking to obliterate Britain
    But Roberta was certain

    Certain to keep her wit
    While the barrage of bullets
    Made tracers in the sky

    The Nazis did so try
    To make Roberta die
    While doing barrel rolls

    In the sky, at the time
    Outwardly in other’s eyes
    She presented as a guy

    But knew in her core
    Long before the war
    She was not a boy

    After Hitler took his own life
    Roberta went under the knife
    And became what she always knew

    A woman through and through
    I think this reward was due
    She protected me, protected you.

    But now in the land of the brave
    The narcissist has made a cave
    The White House has become a nave

    Avoided Nam because of spurs
    The 34x felon has some nerve
    To tread on transgender rights

    Authoritarians she did fight
    The pilot lit up the night
    So you could sleep free tonight

    47 wants a military parade
    The desires of a dictator charade
    Wearing the medals of his classmate

    Cowell would be horrified
    At what that bastard has tried
    Our rights he has denied

    History is on her side
    He won’t take our pride
    Keep Cowell’s memory alive.
    (end)

    Trump never served, neither have I. But unlike him, I do not pretend to be something I am not. I could not do what Roberta did, but I am glad she did. Bullies act tough but in the end are always cowards.

    There are tons of gay and transgender people who have served in the military either in secret or openly throughout the history of mankind.

    Roberta Cowell was born in 1918 died in 2011. In 1936 Cowell, then known as “Robert Cowell” was an aircraft engineer who also attended University Collage London. She in combat missions in WW2 and was a prisoner of war for 5 months after being shot down by Nazi fighters.

    https://www.independent.co.uk/news/people/profiles/it-s-easier-to-change-a-body-than-to-change-a-mind-the-extraordinary-life-and-lonely-death-of-roberta-cowell-8899823.html






  • Egg Prices

    Egg Prices, By Brian37(transitioning, my new name is Jackie ) but for poetry purposes changing all my poetry is to cumbersome. (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB and @brianrrs37 on Twitter.)

    This road has been tread on before
    The scapegoating precedes the gore
    We’re living this script once more

    The charismatic madman, says he has a plan
    Promises of a fictional utopia only leads to dystopia
    It’s all the fault of outsiders, blame those different “others”

    They don’t look like you, they don’t worship the same God
    There skin is a different tone, the vilification drone
    He’s laying down fascism’s sod, blind to this dangerous fraud

    Tariffs are passed down to you, he lies and says it isn’t true
    He’s pulling a scam, not new, past history has examples who
    Want to have absolute power over you

    Sell them streets of gold, sell them they are chosen
    The deer in the headlights have frozen
    Blindly baaing like sheep, soon they will be fleeced

    Trapped in the slaughter house, yet you are unaware
    You gleefully cheer him on while history screams BEWARE
    Malicious prayers that wish the migrants despair

    The vilification is relentless, this bully truly gutless
    Medals of a classmate’s jacket, he could never hack it
    He wants us to sit up at attention at his authoritarian convention

    This road has been tread on before
    The scapegoating precedes the gore
    We’re living this script once more

    The cattle cars have become passenger jets
    Deporting kids with cancer and no regrets
    This isn’t going to be the worst it gets

    Your silence now is complicity
    You must take a stand, end his tyranny
    Preserve democracy throughout the land

    Pluralism and due process cannot be destroyed
    This challenge we cannot avoid
    Least empathy and compassion die in darkness

    Clackety clack, history is on track
    To be that morbid pustule crack
    Oozing of hate and fear

    All because the lemmings think
    That egg prices will go down
    Pennywise the orange clown

    But the truth has always been
    The cult members want to win
    By beating others down

    This road has been tread on before
    Scapegoating precedes the gore
    We’re living this script once more

    Let this not come to be
    It doesn’t have to be
    A repeating history




  • Barrette

    Barrette, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)

    I saw it in the cosmetic store
    A woven bead, tendril gold
    Blossoms of diamond cut glass

    A $10 dollar trinket
    To me, added some class
    Of feminine wiles

    It gave me smiles
    To see the shimmer
    To see the sparkle

    My manufactured mane
    Previously styled and packaged
    Seemed particularly plain

    Some elegance I sought to gain
    Where to place the barrette
    Not big enough to be a coronet

    Maybe in the back, I could bunch
    A little swath to fancy a pony tail
    I cant tell, I am new to this trail

    This barrette has some weight
    I hope it won’t be my fate
    For it to fall off, while out

    Out shopping, it’s eye popping
    Glimmering and bright
    Beverly Hills at a bargain price

    I will give you due time
    Red carpet look
    Oh mademoiselle

    You took my glance
    Will elegance advance
    From my thrifty purchase?

  • 500 Piece Puzzle

    500 Piece Puzzle, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs27 on Twitter/X) (Note to reader, I am in the middle of transitioning male to female, my preferred name is Jackie, I am keeping my dead name for poetry purposes only.)

    The able body, don’t need a lobby
    They don’t need the bars in bath
    They don’t need
    A slanted sidewalk path

    Everything becomes a grand puzzle
    When you cant bend, when you cant arch
    When you can’t squat,
    When you can’t lean

    That pen that fell behind the chair
    Something up high, to bring it down here
    After surgery,
    You cannot twist

    Into a pretzel, the doctor insists
    Don’t cross your legs
    Keep your toes straight
    Like a flamingo, one leg holds all weight

    How do you get,
    Food to the table
    How do you get out of bed
    If you feel you’re not able

    The surgery drained you
    And it drained you good
    As weak as the granny
    In Red Riding Hood

    Dozens of pills
    Up to no good
    Too many look similar
    In the doctor’s brood

    Marionette lost the bet
    No strings to support her
    Stuck with a sliding walker
    Thighs of putty over to fret

    Oxy and Tram
    Make my legs rubber
    Don’t play bumper cars
    With that kitchen counter

    Shoe laces, charging cord
    Cats want to play
    And they get bored
    To the bed, you are bound

    Your house now a labyrinth
    Stuck in that cornfield
    Every step a potential lego
    Off to the E.R. you go

    I am at that phase
    Where my brain
    Is going the speed limit
    And my body

    Is that rusted Edsel
    Acting as if
    It rolled off
    The factory line

    This week I dine
    On cheap tv dinners
    Full hip surgery
    And all of it’s pleasures

    Pain my sustenance
    Hindering my resilience
    Objects become my obstacles
    Cords and blankets

    Become the tentacles
    The Broadway’s beacon
    Says “Break a leg”
    My surgery side

    I hear it beg
    Slow down
    Slow down
    Fragile egg

    Relearning
    The mundane
    For granted, I took
    My body complains

    I slow down to look
    For road hazards
    On the floor
    I’ve dropped

    The cap of a pen
    Or water bottle top
    Everything’s magnified
    Like in the movies

    Stretching the hallway
    6 feet into a football field
    That stubborn dust bunny
    In front of me refuses to yield

    It laughs at me
    “Where’s your reacher
    That two pronged grip
    If you squat down

    You’ll need another trip
    To that expensive place
    That will take every dime
    And make you broke














  • Update.

    I had full hip surgery on my right side. I had been preparing for it for a couple of weeks, On top of my transgender issues. Lots of positive in my life and lots of negatives too.

    I had to cut off my biological older sister who is a huge transphobe. For some stupid reason she posted an anti abortion post in my DM. It had nothing to do with what we were previously talking about. She was baiting me.

    I will try to be on more. But I am recovering from surgery.

  • Existential Threat.

    Existential Threat, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)

    How convenient as such
    That your God above
    Loaths so very much

    The same people you do
    You’ve read the scriptures
    Through and through

    And you’ve given into
    The flames of hate and fear
    And someone close and near

    That you never knew
    Was different than you
    And those around you

    Your party heads
    And the holy guy
    In black threads

    And white collar
    You listen to him holler
    That you are holier

    That you are superior
    That I am inferior
    Evil and worthy of scorn

    Because I was born
    With genitalia
    That doesn’t match my brain

    It drives you insane
    That I like to wear skirts
    And lacy blouse shirts

    And pantyhose
    And everything that goes
    With being a woman

    And it is some emergency
    You feel some urgency
    To vilify and scapegoat me

    Merely because
    I want to be happy.

    You want to
    Give me the boot
    You think I recruit

    Like I am in a cult
    Like I have magic powers
    To make others trans

    Those are hardly my plans
    But your hate filled fans
    Don’t want me to exist

    You scream through the halls
    Echoing off the walls
    Of your echo chamber

    You clamor for attention
    Call me an aberration
    Undue consternation

    I am a violation
    To you

    The hate you eat
    Of your bigoted plate
    Will meet the same fate

    Of those in the past who
    Scapegoated blacks
    Held them as slaves

    Killed off Native Americans
    The original braves
    And the Chinese

    Who built our railways
    Millions ride on today
    Targeted lesbian and gay

    Yes, love my lipstick
    I love my makeup
    I love my floral dress

    I am not the mess
    You are,
    You’ve been poisoned

    By lies and unreasoned
    People in power
    Who really want

    Power over you too.
    You fail to heed
    The warnings of

    Martin Niemoller
    Getting rid of me
    Is the dark side of history

    It will not improve your life
    To gut me with the knife
    Of using law to oppress

    Why are you obsessed
    Over my genitals
    And my dress ?

    Is it that you cant
    You cant be happy
    Unless you knock others down?

    I could die today
    And we will still exist
    We will thrive and persist

    And you will not win
    Hate never wins.
    (end)

    This poem is to my older sister who sent me a hate filled anti trans Facebook short.

    I started my transition from male to female 6 months ago. My new name is Jackie (named after a character “Jackie Rush” from the sitcom “Too Close For Comfort”). I am still keeping “Brian James Rational Poet” as my byline because changing the name on 30 years of poetry would be impractical and time consuming.

  • Trees

    Trees, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)

    Trees
    Bend in the breeze
    When it is brisk
    And strong with speed

    The mangrove
    Palm and pine
    Oak, maple
    Willow

    Wild fires bellow
    Burn the bark
    They become charcoal
    Dying in the dark

    The trees are XYY
    XXY and XO
    Humans are not
    A binary show

    They have seeds, some acorns
    Some are Spinning Jennies
    Others pods
    And cones or bracts

    And the pollen bunched up
    On the legs of the bumble bee
    The oxygen provided for thee
    They’ve always been part of history

    The ignorant can never see
    The beauty in transgender variety
    And they just want to live
    Under the sunshine able to give

    Their vibrant colors, their joy
    But the arsonist wants to destroy
    Light the match, in dry switchgrass
    Dehumanize them, as unwanted weeds

    But they are the oak, the malpe
    They lean in the heavy winds
    Of the hate filled hurricane
    They tear off limbs in the tornado

    But they will never break
    They will never leave
    They will prevail
    The bigots will never achieve

    Erasing their existence
    They will survive with persistence
    The storms will come relentless
    And they will rise above

    Like the redwood

  • Check The Timing Belt

    Check The Timing Belt, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter/X )

    He stuck the needle
    In my gums
    Injected Novocaine
    To make me numb

    All I could see
    Where the tool’s handles
    As he twisted
    Moving at all, I resisted

    Occasional suction
    The nurse insisted
    Then that crack and crunch
    Like the Tootsie pop when hitting the center.

    Was he pulling spark plugs?
    Where was this auto shop
    Popping off that bottle cap
    What is a 4 by 4?

    I’ve never heard
    Of that gauze before
    Got his screwdriver
    And went in for more

    Push and turn
    Grip and pull
    On my lip
    A string of drool

    He lowers me down
    Like a car on a lift
    At the auto shop
    At the end of his shift
    (end)

    Lots of people hate the dentist. I actually love it. I love the Novocaine, it makes me loopy like I am drunk. The needles barely affect me. The only really weird thing for me is hearing the teeth crunch like when you finally break the center of the Tootsie Pop.

    All I could see during the process were the various tools, and the handles looked like screw drivers and needle nose pliers. And he lowered me up and down on the exam chair like I was a car on a lift.

    There are different size gauze and they gave me what is called “4 by 4 gauze”. And I laughed, I thought she was going to Lowes Home Improvement.





  • The Queer Patriots

    The Queer Patriots, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/Meta and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)

    I am sure you remember
    That famous painting
    Of George Washington
    Crossing the Delaware

    Yet few are aware
    Of a Prussian man
    Who took a stand
    And had a plan

    To help the founders
    Win the Revolutionary War
    Bet you’ve never heard
    The name Baron Von Steuben before

    Franklin recommended
    This gay military man
    To General George
    Who put Steuben in charge

    Of helping win the war
    There would be more
    Who would have a dream
    And one would stand

    And support Martin Luther King
    Though this gay black man’s name
    To most does not strike a ring
    Bayard Rustin always stood by him

    And organized that famous speech
    On the steps of the Lincoln Memorial
    In the face of the adversarial
    It could have meant his burial

    This woman was way beyond aerial
    Willing to take an orbit in space
    She was a cosmic ace
    Sally Ride took off into space

    And when you are on your cell
    Tweeting how LGBTQ will burn in hell
    I have one more thing to tell
    Lynn Conway is responsible

    For that device, so please
    Please, please take my advice
    Stop being a bigoted asshole
    You don’t look all that nice.
    (end)

  • Book Of Magaloonyians

    Book Of MagaLoonyians, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)

    MAGAfest Destiny
    Rise of hypocrisy
    Ruled by insanity
    Driven by vanity

    Scared of minorities
    Rich white fraternities
    Fascist wannabes
    Authoritarian fantasies
    Selling debunked conspiracies

    Alienating our allies
    At our borders
    And overseas
    His supporters too blind to see

    He won’t stop
    At his enemies
    He’ll swat dissent
    In his ranks just like fleas

    Did you think
    This was about eggs
    He thinks lower classes
    All peasants to him are dregs

    Cares not of the Constitution
    Out to destroy our institutions
    Creating chaotic situations
    On decline incineration

    We know who they came for
    In Germany way before
    Speak out speak out
    History has warned
    (end)

    Never stop speaking out. We cannot allow him to destroy our pluralistic democracy.