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Welcome to Brian James Rational Poet’s poetry blog
Welcome to my poetry blog. I love reading Plath and Sexton and Dickenson and Maya. But to me, the best poets I have read are the unknows. The giants are great for sure, but the friends and locals and groups are a joy to participate in. I encourage everyone who writes poetry to be themselves. It is ok to have influences, but you should always in the end be yourself. There is only one them, and only one you.
Let words be your canvas, show them the raw you, in all your happiness and sadness. Show them your love of nature, and empathy and kindness, but also make them think, provoke, even blaspheme. The poet’s job to me, is to never be shy or timid, but use every word in your vocabulary to paint the best pictures you can. Paint your sunrises, your sunsets, your romance, your fears. Paint your insecurities, your addictions, your successes, your tears.
This blog is dedicated to my late mother Jane. She was my biggest supporter and never let me fall through the cracks. While she was a bit of an authoritarian growing up, that all melted away in her late years, and we grew as close as any parent child could. We had so much fun with our silly car games and rubber duckies, and counting the trees. And our wordplay games, and our thumb wrestling. And forget Yahtzee and backgammon, she always kicked my…… at that. I love you mom. I miss you horribly.
And also my late best friend ever, Bob. He unfortunately passed away in 2017. He lived in Australia, he was a science geek, and he taught me a lot about debate, and some science. I can only grasp overall concepts, not real nitty gritty details. But he most importantly made me feel comfortable in my own skin. I miss you too Bob.
Then there is this annoying guy from Okleeee homa, who says “tators”, and “videeeaaaa” instead of “video”. And don’t get John started on banjos. He is my best friend and he is always there for me, and I love that redneck.
And also Dwayne, Stacey and Vicki. You saved my life all of you. Thank you.
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A Special thanks to Brian Sapient of Rational Responders http://www.rationalresponders.com for hosting my poetry thread for so long. Thank you.
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NEW EDIT………
A special thanks to Zaylen of “Okay Atheists” on the Discord app, for allowing me to guest host this poetry reading available on their YouTube channel originally aired 5/22/23. Here is the link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_ikCkc7lWEIf you want to leave a comment to any poem, click on the BOLD title of the poem first, scroll to the bottom of the poem, and you should see a field to leave the comment in.
UPDATE EDIT AS OF 11/13/2024. I have a new account at Bluesky Soical under the handle @rationalpoet37.bsky.social . -
Spitfire Girl
Spitfire Girl, By Brian37(Now transitioning MTF as Jackie Leigh) (Also known as Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)
Spitfire Girl,
BF-109 , Messerschmitt
Looking to obliterate Britain
But Roberta was certain
Certain to keep her wit
While the barrage of bullets
Made tracers in the sky
The Nazis did so try
To make Roberta die
While doing barrel rolls
In the sky, at the time
Outwardly in other’s eyes
She presented as a guy
But knew in her core
Long before the war
She was not a boyAfter Hitler took his own life
Roberta went under the knife
And became what she always knew
A woman through and through
I think this reward was due
She protected me, protected you.
But now in the land of the brave
The narcissist has made a cave
The White House has become a nave
Avoided Nam because of spurs
The 34x felon has some nerve
To tread on transgender rights
Authoritarians she did fight
The pilot lit up the night
So you could sleep free tonight
47 wants a military parade
The desires of a dictator charade
Wearing the medals of his classmate
Cowell would be horrified
At what that bastard has tried
Our rights he has denied
History is on her side
He won’t take our pride
Keep Cowell’s memory alive.
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Trump never served, neither have I. But unlike him, I do not pretend to be something I am not. I could not do what Roberta did, but I am glad she did. Bullies act tough but in the end are always cowards.
There are tons of gay and transgender people who have served in the military either in secret or openly throughout the history of mankind.
Roberta Cowell was born in 1918 died in 2011. In 1936 Cowell, then known as “Robert Cowell” was an aircraft engineer who also attended University Collage London. She in combat missions in WW2 and was a prisoner of war for 5 months after being shot down by Nazi fighters.
https://www.independent.co.uk/news/people/profiles/it-s-easier-to-change-a-body-than-to-change-a-mind-the-extraordinary-life-and-lonely-death-of-roberta-cowell-8899823.html
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Egg Prices
Egg Prices, By Brian37(transitioning, my new name is Jackie ) but for poetry purposes changing all my poetry is to cumbersome. (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB and @brianrrs37 on Twitter.)
This road has been tread on before
The scapegoating precedes the gore
We’re living this script once more
The charismatic madman, says he has a plan
Promises of a fictional utopia only leads to dystopia
It’s all the fault of outsiders, blame those different “others”
They don’t look like you, they don’t worship the same God
There skin is a different tone, the vilification drone
He’s laying down fascism’s sod, blind to this dangerous fraud
Tariffs are passed down to you, he lies and says it isn’t true
He’s pulling a scam, not new, past history has examples who
Want to have absolute power over you
Sell them streets of gold, sell them they are chosen
The deer in the headlights have frozen
Blindly baaing like sheep, soon they will be fleeced
Trapped in the slaughter house, yet you are unaware
You gleefully cheer him on while history screams BEWARE
Malicious prayers that wish the migrants despair
The vilification is relentless, this bully truly gutless
Medals of a classmate’s jacket, he could never hack it
He wants us to sit up at attention at his authoritarian convention
This road has been tread on before
The scapegoating precedes the gore
We’re living this script once more
The cattle cars have become passenger jets
Deporting kids with cancer and no regrets
This isn’t going to be the worst it gets
Your silence now is complicity
You must take a stand, end his tyranny
Preserve democracy throughout the land
Pluralism and due process cannot be destroyed
This challenge we cannot avoid
Least empathy and compassion die in darkness
Clackety clack, history is on track
To be that morbid pustule crack
Oozing of hate and fear
All because the lemmings think
That egg prices will go down
Pennywise the orange clown
But the truth has always been
The cult members want to win
By beating others down
This road has been tread on before
Scapegoating precedes the gore
We’re living this script once more
Let this not come to be
It doesn’t have to be
A repeating history -
Barrette
Barrette, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)
I saw it in the cosmetic store
A woven bead, tendril gold
Blossoms of diamond cut glass
A $10 dollar trinket
To me, added some class
Of feminine wiles
It gave me smiles
To see the shimmer
To see the sparkle
My manufactured mane
Previously styled and packaged
Seemed particularly plain
Some elegance I sought to gain
Where to place the barrette
Not big enough to be a coronet
Maybe in the back, I could bunch
A little swath to fancy a pony tail
I cant tell, I am new to this trail
This barrette has some weight
I hope it won’t be my fate
For it to fall off, while out
Out shopping, it’s eye popping
Glimmering and bright
Beverly Hills at a bargain price
I will give you due time
Red carpet look
Oh mademoiselle
You took my glance
Will elegance advance
From my thrifty purchase? -
500 Piece Puzzle
500 Piece Puzzle, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs27 on Twitter/X) (Note to reader, I am in the middle of transitioning male to female, my preferred name is Jackie, I am keeping my dead name for poetry purposes only.)
The able body, don’t need a lobby
They don’t need the bars in bath
They don’t need
A slanted sidewalk path
Everything becomes a grand puzzle
When you cant bend, when you cant arch
When you can’t squat,
When you can’t lean
That pen that fell behind the chair
Something up high, to bring it down here
After surgery,
You cannot twist
Into a pretzel, the doctor insists
Don’t cross your legs
Keep your toes straight
Like a flamingo, one leg holds all weight
How do you get,
Food to the table
How do you get out of bed
If you feel you’re not able
The surgery drained you
And it drained you good
As weak as the granny
In Red Riding Hood
Dozens of pills
Up to no good
Too many look similar
In the doctor’s brood
Marionette lost the bet
No strings to support her
Stuck with a sliding walker
Thighs of putty over to fret
Oxy and Tram
Make my legs rubber
Don’t play bumper cars
With that kitchen counter
Shoe laces, charging cord
Cats want to play
And they get bored
To the bed, you are bound
Your house now a labyrinth
Stuck in that cornfield
Every step a potential lego
Off to the E.R. you go
I am at that phase
Where my brain
Is going the speed limit
And my body
Is that rusted Edsel
Acting as if
It rolled off
The factory line
This week I dine
On cheap tv dinners
Full hip surgery
And all of it’s pleasures
Pain my sustenance
Hindering my resilience
Objects become my obstacles
Cords and blankets
Become the tentacles
The Broadway’s beacon
Says “Break a leg”
My surgery side
I hear it beg
Slow down
Slow down
Fragile egg
Relearning
The mundane
For granted, I took
My body complains
I slow down to look
For road hazards
On the floor
I’ve dropped
The cap of a pen
Or water bottle top
Everything’s magnified
Like in the movies
Stretching the hallway
6 feet into a football field
That stubborn dust bunny
In front of me refuses to yield
It laughs at me
“Where’s your reacher
That two pronged grip
If you squat down
You’ll need another trip
To that expensive place
That will take every dime
And make you broke
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Update.
I had full hip surgery on my right side. I had been preparing for it for a couple of weeks, On top of my transgender issues. Lots of positive in my life and lots of negatives too.
I had to cut off my biological older sister who is a huge transphobe. For some stupid reason she posted an anti abortion post in my DM. It had nothing to do with what we were previously talking about. She was baiting me.
I will try to be on more. But I am recovering from surgery. -
Existential Threat.
Existential Threat, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)
How convenient as such
That your God above
Loaths so very muchThe same people you do
You’ve read the scriptures
Through and throughAnd you’ve given into
The flames of hate and fear
And someone close and nearThat you never knew
Was different than you
And those around youYour party heads
And the holy guy
In black threadsAnd white collar
You listen to him holler
That you are holierThat you are superior
That I am inferior
Evil and worthy of scornBecause I was born
With genitalia
That doesn’t match my brainIt drives you insane
That I like to wear skirts
And lacy blouse shirtsAnd pantyhose
And everything that goes
With being a womanAnd it is some emergency
You feel some urgency
To vilify and scapegoat meMerely because
I want to be happy.
You want to
Give me the boot
You think I recruitLike I am in a cult
Like I have magic powers
To make others trans
Those are hardly my plans
But your hate filled fans
Don’t want me to exist
You scream through the halls
Echoing off the walls
Of your echo chamber
You clamor for attention
Call me an aberration
Undue consternation
I am a violation
To youThe hate you eat
Of your bigoted plate
Will meet the same fateOf those in the past who
Scapegoated blacks
Held them as slavesKilled off Native Americans
The original braves
And the ChineseWho built our railways
Millions ride on today
Targeted lesbian and gayYes, love my lipstick
I love my makeup
I love my floral dressI am not the mess
You are,
You’ve been poisonedBy lies and unreasoned
People in power
Who really wantPower over you too.
You fail to heed
The warnings ofMartin Niemoller
Getting rid of me
Is the dark side of historyIt will not improve your life
To gut me with the knife
Of using law to oppressWhy are you obsessed
Over my genitals
And my dress ?Is it that you cant
You cant be happy
Unless you knock others down?I could die today
And we will still exist
We will thrive and persistAnd you will not win
Hate never wins.
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This poem is to my older sister who sent me a hate filled anti trans Facebook short.
I started my transition from male to female 6 months ago. My new name is Jackie (named after a character “Jackie Rush” from the sitcom “Too Close For Comfort”). I am still keeping “Brian James Rational Poet” as my byline because changing the name on 30 years of poetry would be impractical and time consuming. -
Trees
Trees, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)
Trees
Bend in the breeze
When it is brisk
And strong with speed
The mangrove
Palm and pine
Oak, maple
Willow
Wild fires bellow
Burn the bark
They become charcoal
Dying in the dark
The trees are XYY
XXY and XO
Humans are not
A binary show
They have seeds, some acorns
Some are Spinning Jennies
Others pods
And cones or bracts
And the pollen bunched up
On the legs of the bumble bee
The oxygen provided for thee
They’ve always been part of history
The ignorant can never see
The beauty in transgender variety
And they just want to live
Under the sunshine able to give
Their vibrant colors, their joy
But the arsonist wants to destroy
Light the match, in dry switchgrass
Dehumanize them, as unwanted weeds
But they are the oak, the malpe
They lean in the heavy winds
Of the hate filled hurricane
They tear off limbs in the tornado
But they will never break
They will never leave
They will prevail
The bigots will never achieve
Erasing their existence
They will survive with persistence
The storms will come relentless
And they will rise above
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Check The Timing Belt
Check The Timing Belt, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter/X )
He stuck the needle
In my gums
Injected Novocaine
To make me numb
All I could see
Where the tool’s handles
As he twisted
Moving at all, I resisted
Occasional suction
The nurse insisted
Then that crack and crunch
Like the Tootsie pop when hitting the center.
Was he pulling spark plugs?
Where was this auto shop
Popping off that bottle cap
What is a 4 by 4?
I’ve never heard
Of that gauze before
Got his screwdriver
And went in for more
Push and turn
Grip and pull
On my lip
A string of drool
He lowers me down
Like a car on a lift
At the auto shop
At the end of his shift
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Lots of people hate the dentist. I actually love it. I love the Novocaine, it makes me loopy like I am drunk. The needles barely affect me. The only really weird thing for me is hearing the teeth crunch like when you finally break the center of the Tootsie Pop.
All I could see during the process were the various tools, and the handles looked like screw drivers and needle nose pliers. And he lowered me up and down on the exam chair like I was a car on a lift.
There are different size gauze and they gave me what is called “4 by 4 gauze”. And I laughed, I thought she was going to Lowes Home Improvement. -
The Queer Patriots
The Queer Patriots, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/Meta and @brianrrs37 on Twitter)
I am sure you remember
That famous painting
Of George Washington
Crossing the DelawareYet few are aware
Of a Prussian man
Who took a stand
And had a planTo help the founders
Win the Revolutionary War
Bet you’ve never heard
The name Baron Von Steuben beforeFranklin recommended
This gay military man
To General George
Who put Steuben in chargeOf helping win the war
There would be more
Who would have a dream
And one would standAnd support Martin Luther King
Though this gay black man’s name
To most does not strike a ring
Bayard Rustin always stood by himAnd organized that famous speech
On the steps of the Lincoln Memorial
In the face of the adversarial
It could have meant his burialThis woman was way beyond aerial
Willing to take an orbit in space
She was a cosmic ace
Sally Ride took off into spaceAnd when you are on your cell
Tweeting how LGBTQ will burn in hell
I have one more thing to tell
Lynn Conway is responsibleFor that device, so please
Please, please take my advice
Stop being a bigoted asshole
You don’t look all that nice.
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Book Of Magaloonyians
Book Of MagaLoonyians, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)
MAGAfest Destiny
Rise of hypocrisy
Ruled by insanity
Driven by vanity
Scared of minorities
Rich white fraternities
Fascist wannabes
Authoritarian fantasies
Selling debunked conspiracies
Alienating our allies
At our borders
And overseas
His supporters too blind to see
He won’t stop
At his enemies
He’ll swat dissent
In his ranks just like fleas
Did you think
This was about eggs
He thinks lower classes
All peasants to him are dregs
Cares not of the Constitution
Out to destroy our institutions
Creating chaotic situations
On decline incineration
We know who they came for
In Germany way before
Speak out speak out
History has warned
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Never stop speaking out. We cannot allow him to destroy our pluralistic democracy.