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Welcome to Brian James Rational Poet’s poetry blog
Welcome to my poetry blog. I love reading Plath and Sexton and Dickenson and Maya. But to me, the best poets I have read are the unknows. The giants are great for sure, but the friends and locals and groups are a joy to participate in. I encourage everyone who writes poetry to be themselves. It is ok to have influences, but you should always in the end be yourself. There is only one them, and only one you.
Let words be your canvas, show them the raw you, in all your happiness and sadness. Show them your love of nature, and empathy and kindness, but also make them think, provoke, even blaspheme. The poet’s job to me, is to never be shy or timid, but use every word in your vocabulary to paint the best pictures you can. Paint your sunrises, your sunsets, your romance, your fears. Paint your insecurities, your addictions, your successes, your tears.
This blog is dedicated to my late mother Jane. She was my biggest supporter and never let me fall through the cracks. While she was a bit of an authoritarian growing up, that all melted away in her late years, and we grew as close as any parent child could. We had so much fun with our silly car games and rubber duckies, and counting the trees. And our wordplay games, and our thumb wrestling. And forget Yahtzee and backgammon, she always kicked my…… at that. I love you mom. I miss you horribly.
And also my late best friend ever, Bob. He unfortunately passed away in 2017. He lived in Australia, he was a science geek, and he taught me a lot about debate, and some science. I can only grasp overall concepts, not real nitty gritty details. But he most importantly made me feel comfortable in my own skin. I miss you too Bob.
Then there is this annoying guy from Okleeee homa, who says “tators”, and “videeeaaaa” instead of “video”. And don’t get John started on banjos. He is my best friend and he is always there for me, and I love that redneck.
And also Dwayne, Stacey and Vicki. You saved my life all of you. Thank you.
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NEW EDIT………
A special thanks to Zaylen of “Okay Atheists” on the Discord app, for allowing me to guest host this poetry reading available on their YouTube channel originally aired 5/22/23. Here is the link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_ikCkc7lWEIf you want to leave a comment to any poem, click on the BOLD title of the poem first, scroll to the bottom of the poem, and you should see a field to leave the comment in.
UPDATE EDIT AS OF 11/13/2024. I have a new account at Bluesky Soical under the handle @rationalpoet37.bsky.social . -
Anura Chordata
Anura Chordata, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter/X).
Our arrogant species assumes falsely
We are leaps ahead of the rest
Because of our brains, the best
Boil boil, oil our trouble
Deforestation on the double
Nephropidae quickly spoil
Coral coral bleached bone white
Ocean currents soon could die
This is no disco the Trammps of sing
Burning CO2 the inferno brings
The evangelicals shout with glee
Of end times genocide and misery
Hotter summers, storm’s frequency
Hubris, ignorance
Human’s company
Bells bells bedlam’s fire
Burn some more, earth’s a pyre
Seconds to midnight, a trip wire
Nuclear war, we all expire.
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I don’t want the end of my species to happen, much less the planet. But when theists, especially Christians and Muslims claim the end of the world has to come so the select few can get into an after party, fuck you. That is sick and it is based on old mythology on top of that.
The planet can handle climate change, and even a nuclear war. But what it won’t be able to do is support humans , if we continue to increase pumping out CO2 and burning greenhouse gasses. If we kill ourselves off as a species it will not be because of a Bearded guy in a white robe vs a man with a pitchfork. It will because humans chose to ignore science.
Our species demise will be because of burning too much CO2 which will cause more frequent and more intense weather events like thunderstorms, flooding, hurricanes, wildfires, drought. It can also cause more dead spots in oceans with no oxygen for sea life to breath causing mass extinctions. And ocean temperatures rising can cause less cold water to sink to the bottom of the ocean which causes the currents to move the world’s oceans. That will kill a huge portion of human food sources.
All those things combined, weather, drought, food production disruptions in turn will cause political infighting in nations, and among nations and ultimately a nuclear war. Humans need to stop focusing on old mythology and invisible beings, and worry more about solving our energy and pollution problems and poverty issues. -
Satellite Feed
Satellite Feed, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)
Indeed, our closest neighbor
Blemished, cratered, companion
The dawn of our species looks up
To ponder. Slow waltz back and forth
Blood red, sometimes a sultry song
Of blue. What of paintings, drawings
And poetry, innumerous surely
In ode to you. Cosmic inspector
Invoking silk passions, rippling reflection
On a clear beach night. Haunting calls
From wise birds, canine howls
In cloaked forest frightened night
Tug you do, on the seas, like a spouse
Involuntarily pulls on your share
Of the blanket, then gives it back
Maybe you were proud for the ages
That out of reach you were for us
Until that small step and footprint
Made us hunger for more. I hope
You don’t feel discarded or jealous
Of the red planet. You will always
Be our first, our celestial muse, waiting
To take another night to avenues
Of embrace, silent in confidence
Our heads rest on pillow, we stare out
The window in dream, or in anxiety
Wondering if slumber will greet us
And impatient for dawn to come
Annoying us with insomnia
Or in want of a lullaby into the sweet
R.E.M. bringing us images of desire
What witness you’ve been to the
Turmoil of earth and to all creatures
All it’s storms, volcanic eruptions
And you’ve taken the hits of meteors
Like a bodyguard, Secret Service
But you stepped aside for one collide
Cretaceous impact terrible lizard died
You’ve reigned over every pharaoh
Every Caesar, every Prime Minister
You’ve watched all of our wars
Wars of futility, because ultimately
You will outlast us
So regardless of our arrogance
Or perhaps humble inadequate words
We will look upwards and write
In contemplation and delight.
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Paramecium
Paramecium, By Brian37 (AKA Brian37 on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)
In my pre stripling bloom
A chore that brought me gloom
Dred would always loomOblong tiny leaves
That had been taken
By strong breezeBrown from season’s fall
Wind would carry all
Down the concrete stepsIf they had gotten wet
They would stick like stamps
To envelops embedded campsMom ever the perfectionist
Would insist that none be left
The broom that had not sweptIn October chill
My fingers had no will
Pealed them until they were rawBones brittle and frozen
After a couple dozenHours it seemed
Though probably just 15
MinutesI hated that shoebox
Townhouse, and outdoor
Basement steps
(end)The house chore I had as a kid I hated the most was having to sweep the outdoor basement steps and these smallest leaves were oblong and would stick like stamps to the concrete steps like stamps on an envelope, and using a standard broom would not get them up, so I would literally have to peal them up with my fingers.
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Pine Tar
Pine Tar, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter)
This resin resonates with me
Not of baseball or Louisville
Yet a double base you seeA glove instead of bow
Made the sound you hear
Flame shooting, city crushingMonster we hold dear
Roar, roar, we want more
Mothra, Mecha, all on tourSome like sharks and cable bites
Some like Freddie, no sleep at night
Hockey masks, campground frightRoar, roar, king of lore
Tokyo Bay you rise on shore.
(end)I literally learned this yesterday. I got curious as to how they made the famous high pitched but bellowing roar of Godzilla. It was a pine tar resin covered glove rubbed against the strings of a double bass cello.
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Odoriferous
Odoriferous, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on @Twitter/X)
The rancid rancor bellows the fire
In the faces of lemmings rotting
Eagar to consume the expired meat
Maggots writhe out en masse to the tune
Of compost bovine dung, slung from
The mouth of the Mar A Lago hog
Blowflies in bowties no longer at the anchor desk
Of the howling mad F-team from down under
Gotti now the underworld boss, if there was one
Would probably think to himself, ” I wish, I had
Thought of that”
To run from prosecution, by running for office
It is a milk carton, bloated, and has a welcome
Well overstayed, fish and 72 hours, left out
It is the smell of a neglected portable potty
In the abandon construction sight
Baking under the blistering August sun
Wafting over the indignant dullards
The pungent potpourri, of belligerent
Amorphophallus titanum corpse flower
Reeking of despotism, fascism, authoritarianism
Wrapped in the slick veil of patriotism
It is a smell no amount of Vicks could mask
Musty dank basement, the cobwebs grow
From neglect of civics, in favor of fervor
For the fragrance of absolute power
And we know what that does absolutely.
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I think this is self explanatory.
Notes on the poem”
“Howling mad” Murdoch was a character on The A-Team. My apologies to that character and the real actor. Just a metaphor, no indictment of them. No relationship to the asshole Australian who destroyed ethics in reporting. “Blowflies in bowties” I think you can figure out which former employee I am talking about.
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Recipes
Recipes, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)
Chalky, crumbly, stale powdered cookies
The pie sits in the window, wafting apples try
To fly, gone is the butterfly, I hear my interest’s sighThe lime rims the glass, salt sprinkled for alas
Margaritas at midday, burned is the New York strip
I toast an empty glass, I have no clever quipsSome tart strawberries, whip cream to be atop
Petals line the floor, to the bedroom door
Even though so sure, my overtures were no cureI shot for wasabi, she wanted maraschino cherry
I shot for pepperoncini, she wanted shrimp linguini
I shot for peperoni, she ordered me anchoviesI am the limburger, with black and white stripes
I should have made her blueberry crepesThey say there is a sunny side
The yokes I always breakThumbs all five, all 10 I should say
I am as smooth as a porcupine
In every clumsy wayAnthony Bourdain
I will never be
Don’t follow my adviceOr my recipe.
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Shutter Speed
Shutter Speed, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)
This tapestry, imperfect cadence, no rhyme
The aperture pinpoint or diaphragm wide
When I shoot at high speed I get to decideSo slow to worry, what goes where
Deliberate with meter, some take care
The filters off, my colors I shareMy trading cards not meant to be mint
The coins I collect are all a wheat cent
My prose are that rose, missing a petalMy silver unpolished, tarnished this metal
Cracked is the caldron, split is my kettleDare not to ask me, if I can whittle
Not even a toothpick, to pick my teeth withPerfection is a road that does not exist
Precaution to the wind, my pen will insist
Volume my tactic, I wont resistIf of squares, the orange is imperfectly cut
If of grapes become jelly, instead of wine
If of ivy, on old brick homes now climbIf this is written under clouds not sunshine
If this is more salty and full of brine
If this kilter is off, I’ll claim it as mineThere is no dust on my bookshelf
I’ve read the encyclopedia
Of the critic’s harsh beltMy shower curtain is missing a rung
Works just as well, no one can tellSmudge on the window, some might see
I left my fingerprint if it bothers thee
I have no baggage I carry with meSuccession, succession, numbers be
Volume my practice, my therapyBlades, beveled, serrated, anticipated
In crosshairs, my words, countless times
The triggers and clips and bullets sprayI will not let them get their way
Their bitter almond arsenic smell
On that negativity I will not dwell.
(end)Another poem about why I ignore my critics.
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Falling Figs
Falling Figs, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)
Oh Esther, you wanted to do better
Than Buddy and Constantin
The plethora of falling figsOverwhelmed you, what could you do?
You didn’t want to be a domestic
You wanted a life of variety that’s hecticTo pave your own path, not to be part
Of that sedentary patriarchy, you wanted
To be the writer of your own storiesYou felt stuck in fear that your only lot
Would be taking dictation from madmenThe options falling in front of you
Only to rot, for you took too much time
To make a choiceFailing from indecision, you wanted
To learn German, and speak
The idioms of RussiansYou wanted to shake the shackles
Of gender roles, you had your goals
Your college days almost overYou didn’t want to be that letterman
With the trophy marking your tombstone.
(end)This is an ode poem to Sylvia Plath’s “The Bell Jar”.
In the book Esther sees herself as paralyzed by the fear of making career choices as being like ripe figs falling to the ground and not knowing which one to pick off the tree. She sees the hypocrisy of men being able to brag about how many women they slept with, but female purity was expected. She feared her career being limited because of her gender too.
Sylvia in her real life mentioned admiring people with skills she didn’t have and always wanting to pick their brains about their knowledge of things she was unfamiliar with. Thus the part about learning German and speaking “Russian idioms” in the book.
You’ll have to read Plath’s The Bell Jar to get the references. I highly recommend that book.
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Nothing More To Do
Nothing More To Do, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)
Forever in that cold, sanitized
Examination room we waited
After the obligatory poking, scanning
You’d been that soldier, trench master
With your other surgeries
And your mobility issues
Always a Phoenix, rising, out of adversity
Nobody expected less, yet your frustration
Was clear, your discomfort and pain an irritant
We thought, there will be something
Something they can do, and then
He walked in, that face, is something you
See and know, and my chin went low
Suddenly looking at the ground
Then up and all around
It was a risk/reward thing, but here’s the thing
My mom was that trouper, over many times
And it could only be her decision
Inside my head silently screaming
“PLEASE MOM, PLEASE, KEEP TRYING”
This time not to be the case, she was done
Done with the dry veins, and blood drawing
Done with the lack of mobility, losing
Her independence, and always depending
On others. Done with being woken up
Every hour from beeping noises, and nurses
Taking vitals, and medicine regimens
Tired of being hauled out of bed
Like a boat in a marina, and no
Scooter to transfer to on her own
And still I screamed in my head
“PLEASE MOM, PLEASE KEEP TRYING”
But truth is I would be lying
Lying to myself, that she could
Continue to rise, and I’d be selfish too
I wasn’t the one going through
All that pain and discomfort, it was her
Every fiber in me screamed
“PLEASE MOM, PLEASE KEEP TRYING”
And it was heartbreaking, when she
Finally answered, “No” when asked
If she wanted more treatment
It was like a grenade going off
In my chest, my body wanted
To go limp, I wanted to crawl
Out of my skin, as I was holding her hand
As I listened to her words, “Send me back
To the nursing home”
She wasn’t giving up, she simply felt
Like a decommissioned officer
Battle warn and ready to retire
And between that diagnosis
Her decision, and last heartbeat
She was only concerned about me
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This poem is about my late mother Jane. When we went last time we thought this would be something easy to cure her with a pill or something, but they said it required more surgery, and she declined. She had simply gotten tired of her quality of life declining. She was a very independent woman and that was most of her decision. She was also tired of the pain too. She was very stoic in her last days. I was told by her nurse after she passed away that she constantly talked about me after I went home for the night, and how much she loved me, and wanted my friends to keep an eye on me because she knew I would be devastated. That was 6 years ago. I still deeply miss her. She was my biggest support my entire life. -
Nihilism
Nihilism, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @Brianrrs37 on Twitter/X)
Poetry is not owned by the religious
It owns no patents on the art
And to accept one’s finite existence
Is not to say life is not worth livingI see the duckling and smile
I see the kitten and smile
I see my friends and smile
I hug my loved ones and smileI leave the theatre and smile
I leave the concert and sing
I put the book down and reflect
And it’s last punctuationIs not to be feared
But all all words prior
To be relished
And though consciousnessIs not eternal
Those who remember you
Those who love you
Will look back and smileI feel no need
To be forever
For now
Is plenty of sustenance
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