500 Piece Puzzle, By Brian37 (AKA Brian James Rational Poet on FB/META and @brianrrs27 on Twitter/X) (Note to reader, I am in the middle of transitioning male to female, my preferred name is Jackie, I am keeping my dead name for poetry purposes only.)
The able body, don’t need a lobby
They don’t need the bars in bath
They don’t need
A slanted sidewalk path
Everything becomes a grand puzzle
When you cant bend, when you cant arch
When you can’t squat,
When you can’t lean
That pen that fell behind the chair
Something up high, to bring it down here
After surgery,
You cannot twist
Into a pretzel, the doctor insists
Don’t cross your legs
Keep your toes straight
Like a flamingo, one leg holds all weight
How do you get,
Food to the table
How do you get out of bed
If you feel you’re not able
The surgery drained you
And it drained you good
As weak as the granny
In Red Riding Hood
Dozens of pills
Up to no good
Too many look similar
In the doctor’s brood
Marionette lost the bet
No strings to support her
Stuck with a sliding walker
Thighs of putty over to fret
Oxy and Tram
Make my legs rubber
Don’t play bumper cars
With that kitchen counter
Shoe laces, charging cord
Cats want to play
And they get bored
To the bed, you are bound
Your house now a labyrinth
Stuck in that cornfield
Every step a potential lego
Off to the E.R. you go
I am at that phase
Where my brain
Is going the speed limit
And my body
Is that rusted Edsel
Acting as if
It rolled off
The factory line
This week I dine
On cheap tv dinners
Full hip surgery
And all of it’s pleasures
Pain my sustenance
Hindering my resilience
Objects become my obstacles
Cords and blankets
Become the tentacles
The Broadway’s beacon
Says “Break a leg”
My surgery side
I hear it beg
Slow down
Slow down
Fragile egg
Relearning
The mundane
For granted, I took
My body complains
I slow down to look
For road hazards
On the floor
I’ve dropped
The cap of a pen
Or water bottle top
Everything’s magnified
Like in the movies
Stretching the hallway
6 feet into a football field
That stubborn dust bunny
In front of me refuses to yield
It laughs at me
“Where’s your reacher
That two pronged grip
If you squat down
You’ll need another trip
To that expensive place
That will take every dime
And make you broke